Assalamualaikum w.b.t
I'm here again..
Today 3 july 2017. I book for massage session with one of my staff's mom at 9am. I went there at 8.45am since its quite near to my house.
I met ain's mom, addressed as cikngoh. She serve me with warm tea, tapai pulut n ketupat ganu. I eat them all. I mean, i try them all. XD.
Then she start the massage session. We talk about mnt things. I felt so sleepy, but still respond to most of her talking. Then she ask me about whether i'm engaged to someone. Of course not. She tell me about her family. Then suddenly she said,
Cikngoh: awak ni comel sebenarnya.
Me: hahh? (Aku sentiasa ada masalah kurang fokus n pekak) + ( aku salah dengar ke ni? Cikngoh kata aku comel?!)
Cikngoh: awakla, comel sebenarnya.
Me: ape la cikngoh ni, comel kot mana pulak? (Series aku hairan gila time ni)
Cikngoh: cikngoh ni jenis putih, anak2 cikngoh pon putih belaka. Sebab tu cikngoh rasa awak comel. Aii hitam ka putih ka, comel belaka. Orang tu kata tak comel, orang lain kata comel.
Me: (sambil gelak+tahan sakit kena urut) mengarut je cikngoh ni, jarang sangat orang kata saya comel (yang kata aku huduh ada la). Hahahah
..then cikngoh cerita pasal benda lain lagi..series banyak topik dia.. tapi kesian jugak kat cikngoh n orang2 sekeliling aku.....aku sangat kurang fokus. Hmmm
The next story is about my supervisor, k.safi n my monitor k.jasmin. K.safi told me about how she felt when k.jasmin said bad things to her.
I first met k.jasmine when i was transferred to k.berang. Then i was transferred again to marang (my previous post was about how heartbroken i am after being transferred here).
I first met k.safi when i was in marang. 1 week after i've been to marang. I heard many things about k.safi. all the staffs talk bad about her. I heard them all, but i dont agree with all. Yes, sometimes i do believe that k.safi was being too harsh with the staffs. She had mood swing. Sometimes she looks angry, sometimes she all cheered up.
But she's not like that towards me. She help me in many things. She even offered me to join her with her husband and baby to balik raya to kelantan..FOR FREE! I tried so hard to give some money for the gas by saying "its your daughter's duit raya" but she said, "i help you without expecting anything in return, you can use the money for other things"
Terbabas cerita..
The thing is, this early evening, k.safi said that, she felt weird of how can she be so open honest to me about how she felt regarding k.jasmine after just knowing me for not more than 1 week. k.safi told many things about how she felt worst after having a conversation with k.jasmine. i replied, "at last! I found someone who felt the same regarding the same person, and the person is k.jasmin". She laugh.
K.safi: i dont know why, i feel like quitting the job now nor. K.jasmine keep spitting harsh words to me. And i keep hurting.
Me: omg k.safi. i have the same feeling before i was transferred here.
K.safi: why? What did she do to you?
Me: i cried so hard that i called my mom in the middle of the night asking whether i should quit or not. But my mom said, "hold on, you need the job to pay your debt, be patient, keep searching for new jobs, make sure you get a new job, then you can quit". Then until now i keep holding on.
K.safi: i dont know why is she so cruel. Her words always hurt me.
Me: i feel useless talking to her.
K.safi: yes correct. I feel the same too. I even told my husband, " honey, if one day, i can not be patient with her anymore, i will quit this job, go back to kelantan, and i will left you with our daughter here". My husband said, "dont do that, why leave me here? Why is your monitor acting that way? No wonder she's not married yet".
Me: (as usual, i laugh)
I really hope k.jasmin will be a better person soon.
Please k.jasmin. i need peace. I need happiness. Happines is something i can achieve when people around me are in good mood.
We need happiness in our life.
Please.
Love.
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