Quitting

Assalamualaikum

Feel like quitting my job. But honestly i cant. I need money. I need it. I cant stop.

I told you before, i'm not sure if this job fit me well or not.

One by one a bad thing happen. I know, Allah is trying to test me. Yes He help me and give me a solution. He gives me strength, He gives me a sight to something i cant see before, He let me see, who is beside me when i'm facing difficulties. I see the true colour. I see a supportive people around me.

And now, i need to motivate myself. There are a whole bunch of nice people out there. Go explore it Aini!!! And i should never give up. Learn from mistakes. God!!! Why i always commit mistakes. WHY????

I hate it so much. I am so careless. I forget things easily.

I learn a lot. But there are a whole lot other things that i need to learn.

Allah must have tested me yesterday to make me realized that, He was always there, waiting for me to talk to Him. He must have miss me so much. He must have miss looking at me who is crying for mistakes i've done, begging Him for help, seeking forgiveness from Him.

I am your humble servant. I hope i'm not only talk to you when i'm in need of your help.

I'm so ungrateful.

Hehe. Seriously... mula2 menaip, sebenarnya nak tulis pasal benda lain. Pastu terus tukar topik.

Nampak tak kepala otak aku ni berkecamuk. Macam kerja jugak. Ape benda tah masalah otak aku ni. Habes bergelimpangan. Nak buat tu tu, tapi buat ni. Nak cakap tu, tapi cakap ni.

Sleepy. Goodnight...its 13th of syawal today..my first day of period. Lepas period baru nak puasa 6 kot. Eh..

Night~~