6th july 2016- happy eid to all muslim

Assalamualaikum n a very good morning.

I started typing at 11.50p.m on 6th july n i'm sure will finish this on the next day, 7th july.

I'm getting older now. There is lesser excitement or joy of celebrating hari raya.

I work until 11p.m on the previous day. The customers were so crowded.

I got some eyesore. I went to nearby clinic. The doctor gave me the "mc". Urging me to leave work. She afraid i would spread the virus. At that time, i'm quite sure, the monitor would not let me leave work easily.

So, i told my monitor. She kept telling me, "there are so many customers"..she didn't say not to leave work. But i know what she was trying to say. Fine. I would continue working mam!

My right eye turned to red. I feel some pressure when i tried to bend down.

The mc was useless.

Then i got home (rented house near my workplace, provided by the company) almost 11.30p.m or later. I felt really tired. Working 3 continues day from 9a.m to 11p.m. i stand a lot. Walking around the store, take care of many kinds of people. I took a bath, sit in front of the television and enjoy eating Kentucky Fried Chicken(KFC). Its my reward.

The feeling of laziness is dangerously high at that time. After finished eating, i went to my room and lay on my bed. (Ya i know, its not good for your health to go straight to bed after eating) but i did. Then i realized, my clothes in washing machine is not yet hanged. My angpow were not ready. I forced myself to do it. After finished, i sleep soundly.

I woke up at 5.55a.m. Took a bath, performed my fajr prayer and ready to go home at 6.30a.m. and as usual, it felt really uncompleted if i dont poop. I waited for a few minutes to make sure i poop before driving home. At 6.36a.m i start my 1hour driving home. The traffic is clear. In fact, i took less time driving compared to before. Usually it would take a 1 hour or more. This time it was 50minutes. -feeling accomplished!!
I only drive ↓ 90km/h only.

I got home at 7.26a.m. i went straight to the kitchen to find food. I'm hungry!!! Got nasi dagang gulai ikan tongkol and nasi putih gulai ayam kampung. I put side by side on one plate. It taste marvelous!

Then i ironed my clothes, and told my mom that i'm not going to the mosque, i felt some strange feeling. Some eyesore+some weak body(my body felt numb weirdly+some headache +90% of laziness.

Then i slept. Soundly and peacefully. When i woke up, my mom told me, my neighbor a.k.a my childhood friend was at my home with his wife and daughter. So, i need to give some money. =_=. Its okay. I did plan to give her some money one day. It just that, it was today. I changed to my raya clothes just for them. And it was less than 15minutes.

Then i made some drink. To the people coming to my house. At 11.00a.m i fall asleep again. It was so long. Until 3.30p.m. i woke up and quickly do my zuhr prayer. Then i ate my lunch. Then.....i slept again.

And it felt so satisfying because my mom did not call me for once to serve the people or washed the dishes like i used to do each time on hari raya. Thank you so much for giving me my rest. I dont know what happened to me, but i'm so tired. I never once said that i'm tired during my work. But today is different.

And the sleeping pattern did not end there. At 7.00p.m, i fall asleep again while waiting for maghrib. I woke up at 8.21p.m.

And guess what.. between 3.30p.m to 7.00pm, i had sleep for many times. But got disturbed by my 13 years old cousin, hani (younger sister of azihan). She tried so hard to pop my pimple on my face and rub my scalp to get rid of dandruff. (I dont know i have dandruff, until she checked my head). And it was so painful!!! When i try to shampoo, it hurt a lot! Hahahaha. Bertuah punya budak. I bear with the pain while she was doing it because she tried so hard. And i tried not to hurt her feeling by rejecting her effort.

Then my uncle( hani's father) saw me walking around the house. He asked me, "are you not well? i rarely see you today". I said, "ermm, i'm okay, but i sleep for too long today". He replied, " its because you work too hard". Thank you for understanding me uncle.

Btw.. i dont really work hard. Ermm. I'm not sure myself.

Sometimes, i feel there's nothing i can do well. I dont think my job fit me well.

God, i need to sleep again.

Btw, i saw him wearing brown outfit. My raya outfit also brown. Hahahahaahaha.. BENGONG

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!