Interviewsss

Assalamualaikum and good evening.

I told you already. Yesterday i went to another interview. And, I GOT THE JOB!!!! I will start my new job tomorrow. And, i will tell you the story about my new job soon.

Today i feel like telling stories about my interviews. Successful interviews and failed interviews.

My very first interview was in april 2011. It was not really for job, but in order to enroll in IPG, i should go through the interview. Aku kena panggil interview untuk mengajar BI. Kalau dunia education ni, dia panggil Teaching English as Second Language (TESL) tak silap aku la. Kalau salah, minta maaf ya. And i failed. But then i think, i must be not suitable to become a teacher, sebab sifat aku adalah...kurang sabar. Macam mana nak ajar students kalau diri sendiri keras kepala. Nak jadi cikgu kena banyak sabar kan. Students perangai macam-macam.

My second interview was in september 2011. This one was for the qualification to join the Reserved Officer Training Unit (ROTU) at the university. There were physical tests, IQ test and group interview. Well, the interview went extremely well since tak ramai sanggup masuk aktiviti askar-askar ni. Lagipun, nak lepas ujian ni sangat senang, orang gemok macam aku ni pon boleh lepas kan? Spesis aku ni, kalau lari, confirm 10 kebelakang. Asalkan ada kehendak nak join sudah. And nak cakap kat sini, awal kemasukan tu 100 lebih pelajar yang join, tapi yang tauliah, yang complete latihan tu cuma 74 orang. I'm one of them (tersengih kebanggaan XD) ..ermm, dah menyampah dengan aku ke? Tak pe, i don't mind.

I finished my study including my internship in June 2015. And i told you in my previous entry that, i started looking for jobs after raya puasa. Well, there were many jobs, i did applied for countless jobs, but no reply. Then i saw an advertisement from a company named Esquel Malaysia. Situated in Pengkalan chepa. Syarikat tu buat open interview. I went to the interview. I tried my best at explaining my experiences and all. But i failed to get the job. It was for "assistant quality officer" if i'm not mistaken. Pesaing ramai sangat. And of course, i know, i'm not good enough. Sedihnye. Tapi, pasal kerja kat situ, abang aku tak berapa setuju sebenarnya, sebab company tu sebelah company dia kerja.. tak sebelah sangat la, tapi area tu jugak. Dia cakap, company tu ramai bangla.. k bye.

Then i worked painfully as sales assistant at a shop in wakaf che yeh. This one was a quite painfull for me, because, i was exposed to orang yang tak solat. It was an eyesore. Many other painful things there. And of course, no need for interview to get the job. Seteruk-teruk kena belasah mental fizikal dalam palapes, teruk lagi tengok orang tidor sebelah aku ,tak solat. Bukan aku tak tegur. Hmm.

My next interview was for the job admin assistant & sales marketing at tuition centre in kota bharu. Pesaing cuma seorang dan lelaki pulak tu. Manager pulak pompuan, of course la aku dapat job tu.. Aku kerja kat situ sampai semalam. Yes. Yesterday was my last day i worked there. Why? Sebab bos cakap nak tutup dulu pusat tuisyen tu sampai bulan 1. Terkejut beruk aku. Bila dia cakap macam tu, aku terus scroll jmc kelantan. I must get a job!!!!! I call a place, and she want me to come for interview..

Wait, before that, when i was working at the tuition centre, i went to three other interviews.

The first one is for the job "penyelia kanan" at an established company, smo bookstores. Well, i read the descriptions about the job, i know i'm not suitable for the job, but still, i went to the interview. They need a person with years(3 to 4 years,if i'm not mistaken) of experiences in retails. Kecewa sebab diri banyak kekurangan. And masa kena interview, she said, the job require you to take care of 5 to 6 branches of smo bookstores. "Hmmm.. for sure, i will not get the job" (what i think at that moment).

The second interview was not a well known company. The job is "management consultant" in pasir pekan. I went for the interview. And i get the offer, but i rejected the offer.. why? Because, i saw clearly that they offered rm1500 for the salary, and during the interview, she said, there will be no basic salary. My job is based on my performance, and the job is actually to persuade students to join private college. I don't even know or ever heard the college. And many other reasons actually. .. so, do you already think i'm a negative person now? (Well, i don't really mind your opinion :)

The third job is under a very well known company...but...anak syarikat dia jer. Untuk jawatan kerani am..(kau mesti pikir,kenapa aku cari kerja lekeh macan ni kan? Well, ko ingat, nak dapat kerja ni senang ke?ko ingat aku tak de mintak kerja jawatan besar-besar dekat kl or luar kelantan?ko ingat aku memang nak bertapa dekat kelantan je ke?nope..you are wrong. I told you already, i applied for countless job, but didn't get a reply. Ho mai. So sad. Thats why, i think, i can't be too choosy. I can't hope for high salary when i'm not good in many ways). So back to my story, i went for the interview. The interviewer was a man. He was nice. But i get confused. Kerja tu untuk jawatan kerani am, tapi dia siap wat personality test, ada presentation, and baru interview individu. And i also saw the advertisement, the salary offered was rm1500. But during the interview, they said,  the salary was rm800. Well, i get an offer for second interview, but i declined. So many things sum up in my mind. Why the position for clerk could be that difficult. The company is actually in insurance business, i suspected that they will eventually turn me into consultant. Bye bye.. i want to ask you. Am i wrong for doing that?

Back to my story,when the boss told me to stop operating the tuition centre...

So, after i finished my job at the tuition centre(yesterday),i went to the interview place. The job is actually, as a beautician. I consider many things before i called the place. I tell them, "i'm not beautiful, can i still get the job?" Well, she laugh for that, and tell me to just come. The interview went miraculously(betul ke eja macam tu?) well, i told her, that i have experience in massaging since i used to do it during my service management course at university. And she accept me. I will start my new job tomorrow. There is something that i don't like about this place..they give me an L size shirt!!!!haahahah. I called them back after i try the shirt, and asked her "is there any other bigger shirt?" She said, "no, we don't have. You need to lose weight laa..hahaha"...haaahaha hahahaha.. the problem of obese girl. Yes. That's me..

Those are collections of my interviews.

So i asked my friends.

"Lekeh sangat ke kerja aku ni?"
Luckily, i have great friends.

She said,
"Pehal pulak ko ne tetiba sensitip.😖
Lekeh mendenya,pengalaman tu tak dpt nk dbeli okay,Allah dah aturkan yg terbaik untuk ko.insyaallah buat dgn ikhlas kerja,Allah akan bg yg lebih baik.

Jgn la ingat,buat itu,buat ini,mcm tada future la,tada life la,come on!!!!
Jangan negatif sangat narh.positif sket.okay💪"

Terharu...

P/s: bahasa inggeris aku memang tak perfect. Sekejap past tense,sekejap present tense. Lek ar. Tak salah kan~~~i'm learning..continuously..

Salam maghrib~~