Instinct

It's about my mom's instinct actually. Usually i have my saving in the bank. Even my mom ask for my money if she need some. And i give it to her. No problem. But, i don't even have the last month salary. From previous tuition centre. Because the business just don't go well. My boss usually transfer my salary earlier of the month, on 5th or 6th. But he whatsapps me saying that he can only pay for the tutoring. My real salary will be on next week. I wait until "the next week" and whatsapps him, he said he still don't have money, he tell me to wait untill this week.

Well on the first week, many things happened to me. The boss said, he need to close the tuition centre. I quickly open the facebook and find any job vacancy at kota bharu. I found one. The beauty spa. But my money in the bank keep decreasing. I never felt this penniless. I ask the boss again, "should he really close the tuition centre?there still classes during weekends." The he said, "we should only open during weekends". 

Not long after that, i said to him, "i need to quit, i have another job" . It was the beauty spa....i work there for only two days. I really thought i can stay there for a long time. But no. I work there for only two days. Many things keep bugging me to stop working there (i write about it in other blog entry).

But then, i got the offer to work with zonria in Penang. So i will need money for ticket and food. I have no more money in the bank. But my mom give me her money. She told me to take rm300 or more. I told her "rm200 is enough". But then she told me, "take more, who knows you will need it later".. lastly, i take rm250. I thought, my boss will transfer the money by this week. But, i check it online, but to trace of money. Feeling thankful for taking enough money from mom and her instinct.

But then, something bad happened. The tuition centre got broke by 2 thieves. They take the LCD TV..i'm not sure the price.  But quite expensive.

And then i realize, the boss might not be able to pay my salary this month.he might need money for the tuition centre. or did he already forgot his promise?or or or or or.. feeling frustrated.

So just now, i calculated my money. I got about rm170 +- in my purse. My salary will be on 6th  of january. I will not get full amount, because i started working in the middle of the month. It should be half of it. I pray the hardest. Please let the money come to me. I work for it. It doesn't feel good to ask other's money. Even from my own family.

Dear Allah, i prayed to you, please answer my prayer.

And to you all, doakan aku murah rezeki.. parents aku n abang aku dah banyak kali suruh aku beli kete. Dia ingat gaji aku besar. Aku plan nak gune kete satria xde econ tu jer nak p keje nnti. Memang la nak beli. Tapi nanti la dulu.
Bagi gaji lebih rm1800 dulu ok..hekhek.

"Aku doakan siti nuraini mohd zulkipli yang bakal ada anak sedara nanti murah rezeki, duit halal hasil kerja akan masuk akaun bank smoothly, dikurniakan keluarga yang bahagia, kesihatan yang terbaik, jodoh yang tepat(heee), kawan yang setia, hati yang tenang, kerjaya yang lancar, orang sekeliling yang baik2, dan semua yang baik2 berlaku kat dia"

Amiiiinnn

Aku bakal dapat anak sedara!!!aku keje dekat kedai jual pakaian, hari2 aku tengok baju baby, n aku berjanji, kalau aku dapat anak sedara pompuan, aku akan beli 5 pasang baju baby, warna warni..kalau dapat baby boy, 2 cukupla.. aku da merasa jaga adik laki aku dulu..excited lebih kat baby pompuan. :p