Conversation #1

I work half day on monday. I left my workplace at 3p.m.

Tuesday is my holiday.

I need to work half day on wednesday too. I need to punchcard before 2.30p.m

This happened yesterday (wednesday). I was ready to go out to work with a new worker. (she come a week later than me). It was about 2.15p.m. the new worker, still playing with her phone.

Me: get ready! We are going to work!

Her: its still early, relax.

I don't say anything but i was "bermonolog".....

"Its not early, we need to punchcard before 2.30p.m. what if the traffic light keep showing red light?its fine to arrive early, but its not good to reach later. We are still in training session here"

Then, i get in the car n wait for her. You know, even if we wait for 1 minute, it feel so long. Of course, i wait longer than that. Then, she come and show me her sour face. In the car, we didn't talk. She with her phone..all the time.. me, driving..

When it was near our working place, its about 3 minutes before 2.30p.m..the conversation went like this.

Her: do you want to eat before going in?

Me: its almost 2.30p.m, no enough time to eat.

Her: what do you mean by that, we still got 30 minutes left (showing her angry face with high tone) we need to punchcard at 3p.m right?

Me: don't you know, we need to punchcard before 2.30p.m?

Her: o really.

And then she stop talking nonsense.

I guess, she had some depression for having an argument with her boyfriend. Well, you see? No need for a boyfriend. Boyfriend just ruining your mood.

Hidung

Aku off fon.skrin fon aku gelap. tibe2 aku dpt idea. Aku wat skrin fon aku mcm cermin.time tu ak tgh baring. Aku fokus kt lubang idong aku. Pastu aku kembang kempiskan lubang idong aku. Tiba2 aku rasa, "ya Allah, menakjubnya ciptaanMu. Sungguh indah sekali pergerakan idongku.terima kasih ya Allah"...xcaya try buat

Additional mathematics (addmath)

Semua budak kelas sains wajib amik subjek ni masa form 4 n form 5 kan.

The story is..

Sepanjang form 4, dari awal tahun hingga akhir tahun, aku dapat "G" tuk subjek addmath.. dengan markah purata 17..hahahahaha..bodohnye la hai. G stands for gagal ok.GAGAL. ade sekali tu exam form 4 jugak aku fail both addmath n math moden. Alaaahhh..fail fail fail!!!.. hahahaha

Malu kokrang

Form 5 tahun 2009..

Yep, sepanjang tahun aku dapat G lagi. Tapi masuk trial exam, aku study sikit.. dapat "E"..hahaha

Crite dapat E ni. Masa tu cikgu rosni ajar addmath. Sangat cantik orang nya. N time tu, student yang biase dapat B akan bersorak sebab dapat A. Well, aku bersorak bile cikgu bagi kertas exam sebab aku dapat "E".. hehe.  Aku ingat ayat cikgu rosni dulu, "orang bersorak dapat A, dia bersorak dapat E.. heheh.

Bila Spm, aku dapat result, Alhamdulillah, aku dapat ......C.. ..overall 5A,3B,3C... C-ADDMATH,KIMIA,BIO.. adehh

HHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHA

Ok bye

Mak ajar baca quran

Sesungguhnya, aku xtaw sejak umur brape mak aku ajar aku bace quran. Tapi aku ingat yang aku habis baca quran masa darjah 2. Laju sikit berbanding abang n kakak aku.

Rahsia dia. Again.... my mom

Siriesly, my mom is a scary person when i was a child. Dia suruh aku baca quran siang dan malam. Kalau waktu siang, aku pergi ronda kampung dengan kawan, adik aku akan cari aku seluruh kampung sampai jumpa untuk baca quran. N zaman kecik2 dulu, tengahari pon aku kayuh basikal tu. Cari buah nyamuk, buah kemunting, buah ulat bulu, buah serai, buah ....macam2 lg buah2 kampung.. aku tak tahu apa panggilan betul buah2 tu. Tapi siries rindu gile.

Sambung balik bab baca quran. Mak aku ni sangat garang k. Aku pernah tergagap2 baca ayat2 quran tu, dia hempas tangan dia atas lantai papan rumah kami. Sampai terkejut aku. Opkosla, aku baca sambil menangis2. Huhuhu.

Aku pernah baca tak bunyi macam membaca, tapi macam mengeja, so dia jerkah, sampai bingit telinga aku.

Kitorang xde rehal tuk letak quran. So, tiap kali nak baca, kitorang amik kusyen. Kusyen tu sekarang ni dah arwah da pon. Kusyen tu da buruk sangat dah. Berkulapok sana sini. Tak apa, yang tu takda masalah pon. Saja nak cerita.

Dulu, budak2 yang datang belajar baca quran ramai. Berbelas orang. Laki dan pompuan. Aku masuk darjah 4 atau 5, mak aku suruh aku, abang n kakak aku ajar budak2 yang baca surah kecik tu. Up sikit lagi, mak aku suruh aku ajar akak tu surah besar. Waw. Mencabar.

The problem is, mak aku xajar sangat pon dy punya tajwid tu. Dia cuma ajar aku baca jer. Tajwid sikit2. Limited. Lepas aku masuk sekolah menengah baru la aku tahu semua tajwid. Sekolah agama kan. Ada kelas wajib bagi pelajar asrama. Ustazah tu ajar sume. Dia betulkan tajwid aku.

I dream of you

He is someone i admire. When i dream of him, the next day i saw he update a new status on facebook.

Each time, when i dream of him, the next day when i wake up, i check on him on facebook, he just update a new status.

Three times already.

But he is a nobody. Just someone i know from some search.hahahahhahahaha.

My hobby is....stalk someone i find attractive. A lot of them. And he is just one of them.

Solat (prayer)

Assalamualaikum.

I keje halfday jer harini.hik2.
Bolela update blog.hehe.

Today's title is "prayer". As a muslim, we are obligated to pray five times a day. Subuh (+- 6 a.m), Zohor (+-1 p.m), Asar (+-4.30 p.m), Maghrib (+-7.15 p.m) and Isyak (+- 8.15 p.m). There is no fixed time to pray. The time keep changing according to the axis of the sun. (Betul ke penggunaan bahasa aku? Xpe, bi bkn bahasa aku. Salah pon xpe.hmmm)

The story is about muslim who does not perform their prayer.

Well, we use to hear that, we should not judge a religion based on the people. Because people keep doing mistakes. (Ape point aku nak cakap pasal tu pon ak xtaw)

But the story here is about the people around me. People i met with. Sometimes, i live with them (family not included). Usually because of work. I noticed that they didn't perform their prayer. Many of them. It's so sad. And i can't tell them directly to them to pray. So i always make them notice, that i pray. Or i did ask them, " have you perform your prayer?" While smiling. Hoping that one day, they will realize how important a prayer to a muslim.

In Malay, we have the one sentence that give the meaning of how crucial for muslim to pray, which is, "solat itu tiang agama". N the next sentence is "jika tiang itu runtuh, maka runtuhlah agamanya". The direct translate should be like this, (prayer is the pillar of religion), (if the pillar collapse, then the religion also ruined).. oh my english!!!!!

Back to my story, the people around me who doesn't pray usually have the same habit. They scared of being left alone in a place, even the place is not that isolated. For example the storeroom. It happened this morning to be exact. So, i can say that, they are afraid of the ghost. But not Allah.

Remember, your prayer is the first thing to be judged by Him during the judgement day in the hereafter.

I'm not good enough in anything related to prayer. But i go through the miracle for doing some dhuha. I'm hoping that i can continuously doing that for the rest of my life.

I'm also a sinner. Everyday i commit sin. I listen to things He prohibited. I speak things He prohibited. I think of the things He prohibited.  I wear not fully covered clothes. I mean, sometimes i didn't wear socks or proper hijab.

This is sad too

I'm hungry. Bye bye.

Budak training baru

Hari ni, pagi tadi dalam pukul 10pagi aku tengah rehat2, guling2 bawah kipas kat bahagian depan rumah sewa ni. Kipas kat situ laju. Hehe. Monitor or orang biasa panggil penyelia kanan yang bertugas jaga banyak cawangan tu datang bawak sorang lagi budak training baru. Orang kelantan jugak.

Cerita dia, aku ade borak2 ngan dia masa nak solat asar tadi. Dia cakap, dia letih. Angkat barang tu sume. Pastu keluar cerita pasal sv aku. Tugas sv ni besar taw. Dia kena jaga the whole operation dari sekecik2 tugas, hingga hal2 melibatkan wang. Taw2la kalau dahnya nama pasaraya, duit pob besar lag kan. Tanggungjawab tu penting. Aku cakap la kat dia, sv tu banyak dok kat bahagian cashier. Aku cakap jer macam tu, dia terus cakap, "kalau macam tu, baik training kat bahagian cashier jer terus". .. dalam hati aku dah kata, " amboi, banyak cantik, ingat sume benda nak senang jer". Tapi aku cakapla kat dia, "nak jadi sv, kena taw semua benda termasuk benda2 simple ni.. keje sv bukan kat cashier jer."..padahal, kitorang ni dapat tawaran jawatan assistant supervisor jer.

Otw balik ke rumah plak, masa aku drive, dia cakapla, "kenapa dia tak buat je hostel kat atas pasaraya tu?kan senang nak ulang alik, takde la letih macam ni"..aku jawab, " bukan dia tahu pob akan buat training kat situ, lagipun, tak jauh mane pon rumah sewa dia sedia ni. Free pulak tu". Pastu lagi dia cakap, " duit claim minyak rm40 jer sebulan?cukupker? Nanti kena gune duit kita la kan?tak berbaloi la" Aku cakapla, "ha ah, memang takkan cukup la, oh, zz berkira pasal tu ea?".. dia pon cakap, " takdela, tapi gaji kita sikit jer". Aku pon cakap, " banyak tu pon zz cakap sikit lagi? Dah cukup dah tu tuk kita yang baru start ni, nak dapat kerja ni bukan senang"...

Begitula cerita nya. She left me with bad impression towards her. I really hate peiple wgi like to complain. Tak reti bersyukur nama dia. Ingat semua benda dalam dunia ni mudah n free ke? Tambah2 zaman kegemilangan najib ni.

Goodnight yall

Boyfriend aku

Aku ni spesis yang xbawak fon pegi keje. Sebabnya, locker aku tu,rumate aku pegang kunci haritu, hilang. So aku xyakin nak tinggal barang kat situ lagi. Kalau bawak fon pon, bukan ade orang nak contact aku pon, selain fara tu. Ma abah aku jarang2 je. Haha. Aku bukan anak derhaka kan?

Jadinya, aku rehat tadi petang kul 6.30-7.30mlm. Aku pegi beli churros kt pasar malam belakang tempat keje. Balik dari situ, nak punchcard la. Tapi peraturan kat situ, barang seperti purse n fon kene simpan dalam locker dulu, baru boleh punchcard. So, kawan aku pon kenela pi simpan barang dia. Aku pulak cakap kat staf tu, " nor xbawak fon.hehe" dia pon cakap, " nor ni, fon pon tak bawak, cane nak ade boyfriend ni?" ...aku pon berhahahahaha la kat situ. Boyfriend tak perlu kot. Suami nak!!! Khakhakha..

Kuatkan semangat

Gini cter dy..sjak 2,3 hari ni, aku dok scroll page iium confession. Byk crite hntu dlm tu.ade yg real,ad yg rekaan.so td kul 9mlm kjap td, ak tgh lipat2 towel kt department aku. Aku rase mcm dok dgr bunyi "wuwuwuwuwuwuw" gitu.  Aku ingatkan bunyi tu dlm kpala aku jer. Kesan kuat dok bace bnde haram jadah kt page facebook tu. Aku bcela, allahuakbar2 banyak2 kali. Tp dy berterusan bunyi. Aku pndang la tmpt2 lain skitar aku tu. Kot2 bunyi tu ade anak cstomer yg buat. Kne marah kat parents ke ape ke. Smbil tu, aku jln2 la bwk towel peluk kt dada gitu. Smpai line tgh, tiba2 aku dgr org nangis. Kuat giler. Bergema kat 1 aras pasaraya tu. Customer pon pakat menuju kat pintu keluar. Aku pelikla. Aku pon cari punca org nangis tu. Tgk2, sv aku tgh peluk sorg staf tu. Aku dgr dy ckp, " baca ayt qursi n qulhuallah,jgn putus, terus baca". staf tu terus nangis dgn kuatnya. Aku pon berusaha nak tgk sape staf tu. Lps lame aku dok jenguk2 tu, aku taw la tu staf yg bru lps beranak 2bln lps. Dy bru msuk keje balik dln 3,4 hari lps. So aku ingatkan, dia nangis sbb anak dy meninggal. Btw, staf kt c2 sume pmpuan. Tp time tu aku tgk, selain sv aku n akak yg nangis tu, ade sorg laki. Aku ingt tu laki dia yg tlg inform, ank dy mninggal la. Pastu sv aku n laki tu bwk akak tu pegi tmpt jauh ckit dr cstomer, tp makin dkat ngn kawasan aku. Ak tgk la muka n mata akak tu. Dy pon pndang aku weh!!!tp xde bnde pelik pon. Aku ni da tutup muka ngn selimut dah pon. Nak nangis pon ade. Sbb aku ingt akak tu kematian ank. Lps tu aku trus dgr sv aku ckp bace ayt2.. aku biase dgr ayt2 tu, tp xtaw ayt ape org pggil. Baru la aku dpt agk, akak tu nmpk bnde kot. Xlame lps tu, akak tu tibe2 bhnti nanges. Pastu dy xsedar skejap. nampak lembik badan dia. Aku tgk la jgk. Dkat kot ngan aku. Dlm 2 ke 3 meter jer. Lps tu,dlm kul 9.10mlm, sv suruh ttp kdai. Pdhl biase pon kul 9.15 jgk tutupnye. Ktorg pon kemas2 brg. Kul 9.20 lbih krg,siap sume. So lepak2 la nk tggu kul 9.30, nk punchcard. Sambil tu aku ade dgr psl.

1) makcik pakai jubah itam, tudung hijau,pandangan tajam
2) akak yg nanges tu kena sampuk

Yg lain2 aku xtaw. Gitula cter dy..

Berak.hehehe.

Tajuk ni bunyi macam kotor. Tapi, dah lumrah manusia. Setiap orang atas dunia ni merasa berak kan. Hehehe.

Cerita dia begini. Aku jenis normal. Setiap hari2 normal, aku akan berak 2 kali, lepas bangun tido (pagi) or sebelum tido (malam). Atau kadang2 malam x, ganti ngan petang. He . Ataupon pagi jer. Kalau 1 hari tu aku tak berak, perut aku memang sakit. Dan kepuasan bila dapat berak setelah 1hari tak berak berganda2. Hmm.

Aku ni kira sama macam abah aku la. Tandas kat rumah aku tu ada 1 jer. Hampir setiap pagi aku berebut nak masuk tandas ngan abah aku. Kalau aku masuk dulu, n agak2 lame lagi nak stay dalam tu, aku cakap kat abah aku siap2, "nor lambat lagi ni abah, abah g berak kat surau la".Hehehe. Kalau abah aku dah masuk tandas dulu, aku tanya siap2, "lambat lagi ke bah?kalu lambat, nor nak g berak kat surau". Kalau dia cakap xlame dah, bdiri la aku kat situ sambil melompat, menggeliat dan macam2 aksi lagi. Nampak kat adik beradik lain, dah kena gelak.

Ade suatu ketika tu, malam, adik aku dalam tandas kat rumah, abah dah pegi tandas surau, ak nak berak jugak, tak tahan dah, .... n konklusinya,.......

AKU BERAK DALAM SEMAK KAT TEPI DAPUR!!!! Tak sanggup nak tahan lelama dah. Meliar mata aku tengok sekeliling.hmm naseb2.
Esoknya dah cerah, aku pegi pantau kawasan. Hehe.. tengok rupa dia. Hmmm.aku sihat.hahahahaha

N menjadi 1 masalah bagi aku bila ada kem latihan tahunan palapes yang memerlukan kami dok dalam hutan 4hari 3malam pada tahun pertama dan kedua dan 5hari 4malam pada tahun ke tiga (kalau xsilap aku la). Time ni la aku rasa, orang yang jarang berak macam kawan2 aku ni sangat bertuah. Aku rasa tak logik bila dorang boleh tak berak hampir seminggu. Seminggu weh!!! Gila. N still, walaupun kami diberi ubat macam2 sebelum masuk hutan (xhutan mana pon,sawit jer) aku berak hampir setiap hari.( aku ade dengar jurulatih cakap, "aku dulu, kalau makan ubat ni, aku tak berak dah") N Alhamdulillah, aku timbuk perasaan nak berak bila hari gelap. Terima kasih ya Allah!!! Kalau siang, aku tak taw nak menyorok kat mane dah.

N kalau dalam palapes, kitorang ada kene korek lubang untuk dijadikan tandas siang.. eh, konfius jap, lubang tu untuk tandas siang ke tandas malam eh? Hmm.. aku memang dah pro dah bab guna tandas ni. Bila dah ramai orang guna tandas tu kau, omo, bau dia toksah dok cakap. + nak basuh berak guna 1botol kecil air mineral is possible bila dok kat tempat macam tu kau. Kau mesti pikir kitorang basuh berak tak bersih kan? Tu baru air, lepas tu, guna la wet tisu bebanyak. Hahahahaa. Pengalaman betulla. Pengalaman berharga taw x. Korang ade? Hehe. Pasal wet tisu ni, aku teringat ada sorang laki batch aku ni, dia punya self confident tu tinggi sangat, rilex jer dia kendong wet tisu saiz besar dia, jalan depan kami, siang2 pulak tu, da taw dah, muka sengih2 tu, konfem nak pegi membuang dah tu. Hahaha. Tergelak sensorang bila ingat moment2 gitu.

Pastu, aku punye pengalaman banyak dalam menggunakan lubang tandas tu, sampai ade sorang kawan aku ni mintak tolong ajar dia macam mana nak guna. Btw, kawan aku ni la yang berak sekali seminggu tu. Omaigad.. aku rindu gila bukit pertahanan tu. Banyak benda best kitorang buat.

N pemandangan paling mengejutkan adalah bila hari last, misi pertahanan dah selesai. So misi pembersihan kawasan pulak kena buat. Bukit pertahanan yang ditanam dengan anak2 sawit tu of course lah tanah orang kan? Kebersihan kena jaga. Pemandangan dia. Fuhhh!!! Penuh taik bertempek atas tanah. Dah berapa hari xtaw la. Hitam dah taiknya. Aku suspek laki yang dok bawak wet tisu tu la. Sebab dia femes bab2 berak ni. Hahaahah. Aku ni atleast dorang tu xtaw. Hehe. Geng aku jerla taw.

*masa dalam latihan, rasa nak cepat2 habis, xsanggup dah. Bila dah lama tinggal ni, rindu dia membuak2. Hmmm. Well, aku tak rindu bab joging, bab kena denda, tapi aku rindu batch aku, batch 8, suasana dia. Kau tak masuk palapes, kau xtaw macam mana perasaan ni. Hmm.. n aku pon bukan jenis rajin g latihan pom. Belana kona je yang xpuas ati, cakap belakang pasal aku skip latihan tu. Yang aku paling xpaham, asal tak puas ati pulak? Aku tak pegi latihan, elaun aku yang kena tolak, ade aku ganggu elaun kau? minah2 senget ni, depan baik, belakang tikam belakang. Kadang2 depan pon tak baik, belakang macam...ermm.. tak taw nak cakap ape ah. Macam dia tak pernah elak latihan jer. Dahla orang tengah wat keje, ko tolong tengok jer, jurulatih datang, baru ko nak buat2 tolong. Aii.. Tetibe pulak emo kan. Tapi biase la, ade suka duka la dalam dunia  ala2 ketenteraan ni. Agaknya diorang tak puas ati diorang kena lanyak, aku terselamat masa hato aku ponteng tu. Macam la aku taw hari bile2, jutulatih nak lanyak kan. Hampeh. Pompuan memang susah nak puas ati. Laki aku tak taw ar. Xpenah pulak berminat nak taw.

Cukupla pasal ni..

Aku nak cari idea lain pulak..

Tak nampak macam orang kelantan pon

Cerita basi. Cerita yang berlaku berulang kali. Huhuhu

Aku dilahirkan berkulit gelap. Kalu bahasa kasar dia, hitam. Walaupun hakikatnya, aku berwarna coklat. (Mungkin sebab tu aku suke gile coklat kot..hmm..xdela,xde kaitan pon). Mata aku agak ermm..bahasa mudah dia panggil bulat. Padahal hakikatnya semua mata manusia atas dunia ni bulat. Mata aku agak luas.. ermm. Betul ke gune perkataan tu? Alaaah, aku pasti kau pahamnyer. Kakak n adik perempuan aku semua kulit cerah. Aku sorang jer lain. Dahla sejak kecik kakak aku dok mengata kat aku.(sekarang tak ar)Kurang ajar kan. Aku rasa, aku ada masalah mental breakdown sebab kakak aku dulu.

Pastu sejak bulan2 lepas agak viral video yang berbunyi lebih kurang macam ni..

A: eh, ko orang mane ek?
B: orang kelantan
A: tak nampak macam orang kelantan pon
B: dah tu, takkan orang kelantan kena usung budu kalu nak pegi mana2, baru orang cakap aku orang kelantan..

Hoo maroh maroh..baso bodo..

Hehe (aku gelak guling2 kot bila tengok video tu)

Aku dah mengalami situasi ditanya soalan tu berkali2 dah. Termasuk dari kawan2. Tapi maybe ramai sangat kawan yang tanya, so aku cuma ingat dua orang jer.

1) masa tu aku nak present subjek bio kat cubicle pensyarah matrik perak dulu. Pensyarah tu perempuan, aku tak ingat dah nama dia. Bila aku cakap aku orang kelantan, dia cakap dia ingatkan aku orang perak or penang. Dia ingat aku keturunan mamak gitu. Yendayy betulla. Aku xde langsung kaitan ngan keturunan india. Tapi siam adala. Maybe aku dari keturunan siam yang kurang cantik kot. Ngahahaha. Siam kan femes jugak dengan kecantikan orang2 nya.

2) yang ni baru minggu lepas berlaku, masa aku mula2 masuk tempat kerja baru. Aku dan sorang lagi orang kedah nak training kat tempat kerja tu. Ada staf tu tanya aku orang mana. Bila aku cakap aku orang kelantan, dia terkejut, sebab dia ingatkan yang sorang lagi tu orang kelantan. Sebab yang sorang lagi tu putih n mata sepet. So, dorang ingat orang kelantan ni semua mata sepet n putih ke? Sape yang buat kesimpulan tu? Harey. Kesian kat aku..

Lagi satu, aku berasal dari pasir mas. Selama ni orang dok sebarkan kat seluruh malaysia yang  gadis2 dari pasir mas tu cantik. So, bila orang tanya aku, kelantan kat mana, n aku jawab pasir mas, aku sampai terfikir, mesti dorang rasa aku ni special kes, or aku bukan asal situ or macam2 lagi.... sebab aku bukan spesis cantik. Hehehe. Moral down.

Pastu orang kata, tak cantik luar tak pe, asalkan dalamnya cantik. Problem ni problem. 2 2 aku xdak. Haahah. Haruuu

Instinct

It's about my mom's instinct actually. Usually i have my saving in the bank. Even my mom ask for my money if she need some. And i give it to her. No problem. But, i don't even have the last month salary. From previous tuition centre. Because the business just don't go well. My boss usually transfer my salary earlier of the month, on 5th or 6th. But he whatsapps me saying that he can only pay for the tutoring. My real salary will be on next week. I wait until "the next week" and whatsapps him, he said he still don't have money, he tell me to wait untill this week.

Well on the first week, many things happened to me. The boss said, he need to close the tuition centre. I quickly open the facebook and find any job vacancy at kota bharu. I found one. The beauty spa. But my money in the bank keep decreasing. I never felt this penniless. I ask the boss again, "should he really close the tuition centre?there still classes during weekends." The he said, "we should only open during weekends". 

Not long after that, i said to him, "i need to quit, i have another job" . It was the beauty spa....i work there for only two days. I really thought i can stay there for a long time. But no. I work there for only two days. Many things keep bugging me to stop working there (i write about it in other blog entry).

But then, i got the offer to work with zonria in Penang. So i will need money for ticket and food. I have no more money in the bank. But my mom give me her money. She told me to take rm300 or more. I told her "rm200 is enough". But then she told me, "take more, who knows you will need it later".. lastly, i take rm250. I thought, my boss will transfer the money by this week. But, i check it online, but to trace of money. Feeling thankful for taking enough money from mom and her instinct.

But then, something bad happened. The tuition centre got broke by 2 thieves. They take the LCD TV..i'm not sure the price.  But quite expensive.

And then i realize, the boss might not be able to pay my salary this month.he might need money for the tuition centre. or did he already forgot his promise?or or or or or.. feeling frustrated.

So just now, i calculated my money. I got about rm170 +- in my purse. My salary will be on 6th  of january. I will not get full amount, because i started working in the middle of the month. It should be half of it. I pray the hardest. Please let the money come to me. I work for it. It doesn't feel good to ask other's money. Even from my own family.

Dear Allah, i prayed to you, please answer my prayer.

And to you all, doakan aku murah rezeki.. parents aku n abang aku dah banyak kali suruh aku beli kete. Dia ingat gaji aku besar. Aku plan nak gune kete satria xde econ tu jer nak p keje nnti. Memang la nak beli. Tapi nanti la dulu.
Bagi gaji lebih rm1800 dulu ok..hekhek.

"Aku doakan siti nuraini mohd zulkipli yang bakal ada anak sedara nanti murah rezeki, duit halal hasil kerja akan masuk akaun bank smoothly, dikurniakan keluarga yang bahagia, kesihatan yang terbaik, jodoh yang tepat(heee), kawan yang setia, hati yang tenang, kerjaya yang lancar, orang sekeliling yang baik2, dan semua yang baik2 berlaku kat dia"

Amiiiinnn

Aku bakal dapat anak sedara!!!aku keje dekat kedai jual pakaian, hari2 aku tengok baju baby, n aku berjanji, kalau aku dapat anak sedara pompuan, aku akan beli 5 pasang baju baby, warna warni..kalau dapat baby boy, 2 cukupla.. aku da merasa jaga adik laki aku dulu..excited lebih kat baby pompuan. :p

A ghost resemble a friend

Suddenly i fell like telling a ghost story. This happened in year 2012 during our Palapes training. It was during our mid semester break. Pegawai2 atasan plan nak buat aktiviti luar markas. Aktiviti tu selama 2 hari 1 malam tak silap aku. First kitorang dipecah2kan kepada berbelas sindiket. 1 sindiket ada 5-7 orang dari setiap peringkat, junior, intermediate and senior. Masa tu aku junior. Kitorang dibawa naik bas ke Pantai Minyak Beku di Batu Pahat, Johor. Tapi sindiket aku seramai 19orang kena naik truck 3tan, bas tak cukup. Huhuhu.

Aktiviti pertama adalah compass marching (betul ke tak ejaan dia pon aku xtaw) tapi aktiviti dia pandu arah dimana pegawai bagi checkpoint dengan darjah ape tah dia panggil, so pandai2 cari la guna compass n map yang dia sediakan. Aku ikot jer. Yang ni memang best la. Jalan2 pikul bagpack n M16(laki aku). Singgah rumah orang kampung mintak refill air. Orang kampung pon sangat peramah. Singgah kedai, nak beli air, dapat air free. Rehat kat tepi2 jalan. Kalau rajin sikit, masukla semak2 sikit. Kot2 jurulatih nampak. Hhoho. Yang ni xde pape sebab aku belum diberi peluang lead pape lagi. Intermediate n senior la buat sume tu.

Sampai kat checkpoint terakhir keesokan harinya, kitorang letak bagpack and M16 n teruskan aktiviti seterusnya. Yang ni di panggil E&E ...Escape n (satu lagi aku tak ingat dah). Yang ni peraturan dia, kitorang kena jalan kaki n lari dari checkpoint terakhir ke UTHM. Kalau jurulatih nampak kitorang kat mana2, kitorang akan kena denda. Denda dia pulak, sekali nampak, dia akan amik 1 tali kasut, dua kali jurulatih nampak,2tali kasut dia akan amik, 3kali nampak, 1kasut dia akan ambik, 4kali nampak, 1lagi kasut dia akan ambik dari setiap ahli dalam sindiket. Tapi kitorang boleh guna transport mane2 tuk sampai ke UTHM. Story dia, kitorang ade naik van ni. Tapi kena sekat dengan pihak polis. Driver van tu ayah salah sorang ahli sindiket tu jugak. Dia orang Batu Pahat. Fuhh, penuh 1 van tu kami berhimpit. Peluh merenik!!! So, pakcik polis tu nak saman. Last2, dia amik rm brape tah.. tu kira rasuah eh? Ntahla.. tapi memang kitorang membebel la. Lepas tu, kitorang continue  jalan dalam kelapa sawit. Dipendekkan cerita, dari jauh kami nampak sorang jurulatih meronda naik motosikal. Terus kami lari bertempiaran. Hmmm.. naseb tak menyebelahi kami, walaupun jurulatih tu nampak slow, tapi dia lari sangat laju,ade akak intermediate yang badannya agak besar kena tangkap. So kitorang kena bagi 1tali kasut spike boot tu. Mula2 kira tali kasut ada 18.Bila kira2 orang, semua ada 18. Sorang ahli hilang. Dia intermediate. So, kami pon carila. Lama kot. Time tu dah nk masuk maghrib dah. Lepas maghrib, tak jumpa jugak. Ade orang kampung yang rumahnya dekat2 situ ajak pegi makan keropok kat rumah dorang. Kitorang dengar cerita time tengah rehat2 tu yang ahli sindiket kitorang yang lari dari sindiket tu bukan sorang, tapi 2 orang. Dorang pegi masuk sindiket orang lain. So, sepatutnya tali kasut tu ade 17 jer la kan? Tapi sebenarnya, time dok kira orang tu, ada ghost yang menyamar jadi ahli sindiket kitorang. Ahli sindiket kitorang tu junior. Kira2 balik tali kasut, ada 17 jer. Siriesly, aku pon nampak ghost yang menyamar tu. Dia tak cakap ngan sesape pon. Setahu aku, in real life, dia tu macam nak alim2 sikit, tapi mulut dia  boleh tahan celupar jugak. Sebab tu la kot ghost menyamar jadi dia. Hmm. Sebab sindiket lain dah sampai u, van markas pon datang amik kitorang. Huhu. Tak payah jalan lagi. Hehehe.

Hari kemudiannya, kitorang ada aktiviti "water confident", kitorang kena denda wat sideroll berangkai, guling2 sambil kaki kita dipegang oleh ahli lain, kita pegang kaki orang lain. Sebab kantoi ngan ngan jurulatih.

Sesungguhnya, kes jumpa ghost bile pegi tempat macam tu sangat normal. N kita hendaklah menjaga kata2 semasa berada di tempat asing. Perlindungan diri itu perlu. Mulut jangan celupar. Tambah2 tempat keras. OK?!!!!!!

Mari solat isyak..

Kerinduan: M16

Next story...

This is a picture when i was a junior in Reserve Officer Training Unit (ROTU) . I don't remember if that was my first time holding a M16. Yeah, i did get excited when first holding it. But, 3 years of experiences taking care of this thing makes me feel serabut. Sebabnya, benda ni berat, nak jaga dia, kena minyakkan lepas guna, nak kena beratur untuk tunggu giliran nak amik dia, kawad bersama dia paling seksa. Jalan kaki dengan bagpack dah cukup payah, tambah lagi dia, fuhh.

But..i miss my M16. I feel proud when not everybody can used them, hold them for a long time, take care of them. My M16 is handsome. Our trainer want us to regard them as our husband or wife. Meaning, its your responsibility to take care of them whatever it takesSo, he was my husband. He is handsome. But quite old. And i love you my M16. <3<3

New job,new target

Assalamualaikum!!! Anggyeong yeorobun =,=...

3hari berlalu selepas aku mulakan kareer baru aku ni..hoho..

New surrounding, not so new job scope, new people, higher salary, new hope, new courage..new mende lagi..yang belakang2 tu saje jer nak gebang.

Let me share a bit about my new job. I've been offered to do my training as an assistant manager at zonria. But, when i start doing the training, they use the word assistant supervisor. Gaji dia tak besar mane pon. At least, dia bagi aku satu cahaya harapan untuk aku target dapat gaji lagi besar n jawatan lagi tinggi. AIM HIGH,ACHIEVE.......ACHIEVE ERMMN.. ACHIEVE WHATEVER YOU CAN....jawatan lagi besar dia, "Manager", tapi kat situ dia panggil "Supervisor"..lagi atas dia panggil "monitor"..yang monitor ni jaga banyak cawangan. So aku nak target at least monitor. Muahahahahaaha!! Hope i can do my best n gain their trust. (Bagi chance aku nak berangan ckit yer)

Job scope aku,kalu nk cerita,panjang sangat.. tapi setakat hari ni, aku just buat ape yang staf2 lain buat dulu, kenal department, stok, upgrade ckit agi, pegi handle hal2 cashier, sebab nanti aku pulak kena train staf baru kalau aku ditakdirkan jadi assistant sv nanti. Amiiinnn amiiinnn.. at least keje kat zonria ni, depa akan usaha agar aku di tempatkan di negeri asal.. jauh sikit dari rumah takpe, asal dalam negeri yang same..senang nak balik raya. Uhuk2

New people.. pasal ni.  Alhamdulillah, Allah dah tetapkan aku jumpa dengan orang yang baik2 jer setakat ni. Sume orang banyak tolong. Tanya jer, mesti akan jawab. Bagus. Terima kasih sume staf2 zonria kepala batas, u all memang terbaik!uncle2 kedai runcit sebelah pon baik sangat2..

New surrounding maksud aku adalah, macam sebelum ni aku kerja dekat pusat tuisyen. Most of the time, aku keje sorang2, takde sape nak cakap. Bosan. Lepas tu, aku keje 2 hari kat beauty spa tu, hoii..tekanan jugak tu hoi. Aku kena tahan suara, takleh gelak2, jadi budak baik. That is so not me. Ececeh. betul ape.

Kat zonria ni, aku boleh panggil2 orang dari ujung sane ke hujung sini.  Free.  I'm free!!! N i like to work with a lot of people.. keje sorang, orang sekarang cakap, "pishang".. hmm

I'm sleepy already.. night~~~good night..kalu kelmarin aku mmpi crush doktor aku. Malam ni, please la.... aku nak mimpi crush doktor aku yang lain pulak. Ngeheh

Butterworth

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Hari pertama aku menjejakkan kaki di butterworth penang. Gerak dari pasir mas pukul 10.25pg tadi. Naik transnational. First time naik bas tak sampai pon sepuluh orang.so aku kira2, bas ni rugi..hehe. aku tengok pakcik driver bas tu isi minyak rm300 lebih kot. Sampai kat bukit@batu mertajam(aku xfamiliar lagi dengan  nama dia,mohon jangan kecam aku), dia isi lagi rm200 lebih. Harga tiket xsampai pon rm40..hmm.rugi2.

Bas ni lalu kot grik. Last aku lalu kot grik adela dalam 4tahun lepas. Habis matrik dulu. Masuk jer grik, aku paksa mata aku tido. N memang aku tertido. Sedar2 da keluar dari grik. Berhenti solat n makan. Sambung balik perjalanan. Aku tido lagi. Sedar2 da sampai baling kedah.. so, xde la jauh sangat pon penang ni. Hmm.. sampai kt stesen bas, org hr zonria da pesan suruh naik bas rapid 604@605 n terus menuju ke destinasi. Alhamdulillah selamat sampai.

Masa naik bas rapid 605 tu, aku perati kawasan bandar ni. Ramai benor orang india. Kalau orang india sini baik macam kawan-kawan india aku, punitha, suganya, kanchana, kogiilavani, aku nak kawan ngan dorang.he.Aku dok kelantan, nak nampak sorang india pon susah. Memang kawasan diorang la ni. Lagi satu aku perati, jalan dia hoii...cantik...pening aku tengok. Lagi satu aku tengok perumahan dia. Padat wei. Rumat flat (rumah flat ke??,aku kurang arif bab2 rumah ni, aku taw rumah banglo jer) everywhere. Nasib baik driver bas tu baik. Hehe. Tenkiu abang bas rapid 605 tolong explain pasal tempat2 sini. Hehe

Nak tido sebenarnya ni. Tapi dah pukul 6.30ptg.. sabar yer,lepas isyak aku tido.

Miki

Assalamualaikum and good evening!!!!

This time, i will share a story about my miow, named miki. He is in between 3 to 4 years old. Kalau ikot umur manusia, umur dia dalam 24-26 tahun..aku boleh panggil dia abang miki..ho ho ho.

I love miki so much. If i'm away from him, i tend to cry a lot. And i keep imagining, if one day he die, i hope that i'm not at home. I don't want to see his body. But, i heard that cat left home when they die, so the owner don't see them. Hope so. Miki is a free cat. He is not an expensive breed cat from oversea or whatsoever. My brother take him from my neighbour when miki was newly born. Nowadays he only come home when he is hungry. After he get his food, he will continue his journey exploring nature around the village. He walk a lot. So, please god, if you want to take him from me, make sure i'm not home, so that i don't see his dead body. Ermm.. or don't take him... i love him so much..hmmm

Well, i told you, miki is a free cat. He has his freedom. He can come home or go out whenever he want. So he got dirty all the time. If i washed him, give a neat shower to him. Its useless. He got dirty 5minutes after that. So, we just let him be. No more shower. Well, despite his dirtiness, whenever he come home, i still smell him, i kiss him, i hug him. He has his own smell.

There is one time, when i used to work at a place, i stayed at the hostel. That place is quite bad. No holiday with lowest salary. When i come home, i sit near at the back door. It is a place where i spent most of my time daydreaming and wait for my miki to come home. Suddenly, miki walk in front of me gracefully. And guess what? My tears burst out so fast. I ran towards him and hug him for a long time. And he didn't try to get away from me. At that time, i really think that he know, i'm depressed. Well, i heard that, playing with animals is calming. They have the vibe that give me a clear mind. You should try it too!!!

I wish miki will live a long life and stay healthy. Please don't die.

I will love you forever.
I wish you love me too.hehehe
Don't play with too many female cat. I hate it.hehehe

Dear miki..i'm going to penang tomorrow. I can't see you for a long time. Please stay healthy and wait for me to come home (ed sheeran-photograph)

Cakes

I'm baking chocolate cake right now. So i get an idea to share some stories about cakes i made.but sorry, i don't remember even a recipe. I can't share the recipe. I always see the recipe online before i bake or ask my mom, or ask my friends.

*n i'm not a good cook too.i watch my mom cook since i was a child. But never remember even a recipe. My mom give the recipes, i wrote it, but, i lost it sooner or later. So i think, i should find a husband who know how to cook delicious food.hehehe

I think, my first cake is kek gulung. I learnt it in 2006 or 2007 during ERT class.

Then i believe from that moment, i have interest in baking. I try to bake chocolate cake because  most of my family members love it. My older sister try to do it too, but failed. My siblings teases her for that, then i realized she never bake a chocolate cake after that.

I baked chocolate cake for countless times already. But with different recipes. So the taste keep changing.

Then, my mom asked me to cook banana cake. I tried it. And they like it too. Then my mom asked me to combine durian+banana cake. I tried, and they ate my cake to the last bite. Well, honestly, i don't think that combined cake taste good. It just that, my family rarely waste any food. So they finished whatever food they get.

(You should know that, they are many people around the world who is suffering for not enough food. So appreciate what you have, and never waste food..  okay?!)

My mom have this simple cake recipe called caramel cake. She gave me the recipe. I wrote it. I've bake the cake many times. But still, i can't remember the recipe. Caramel cake is one of my favorite.

Then i tried a famous easy cake, called kek batik. But it taste like cookies. I used margerine. I should have used butter. Hehehe.

Then i tried baking fruit cake. Successful. But, i don't really like fruit cake.

During my degree , i used to go to SR, i tried my first cheese cake, cappucino cheesecake, n i love it!! Then i heard that oreo cheesecake taste better, n it really easy to make. During holiday, i make my younger sister to share her money to buy the ingredients. You know, cream cheese is expensive. I bake my cheesecake. Well, i love to eat cake fresh from oven. I tried to eat the cake, but the shape is not as cool as what the shop usually sell to us. Keciwa.  Terpaksa tunggu pagi esok. Baru sedap dimakan.huhuhu

Then i tried something new. I bake brownies!!!! And my mom love it so much!!! Tapi takleh nak wat sokmo..ongkos tinggi..huhuhu. kacang mahal. Nanti aku kaya, aku buat lagi. Oreo cheesecake pon same.. my favorite!!!!

Then i saw my friend post meringue cookies. So i tried. That was the very first cookies i ever made. So glad, it taste right and my family love it too.

Then i saw a simple cookies recipe, semperit susu.n it cost less. I try to bake it. And my mom recommend me to make it for hari raya~~~successful!!!

Its 11.39p.m...i'm so sleepy.

My chocolate cake tonight is the best chocolate cake i ever make. Tak buncit, tak kempis.  Just nice. Look nice, taste nice.

*aku kalau buat cake, aku ikot betul2 recipe yang orang tulis,kalau mak aku, dia ikot suke hati dia jer. Kalau aku tegur, dia cakap "tak perlu sangat nak ikot recipe orang ni"....habis tu nanti rasa dia pon tak same la macam yang orang buat..ish

*btw, aku anak ke 2, orang kate, anak kedua selalu ikot cakap mak dia..betul, aku akui. Tapi anak kedua jugak paling suke bangkang kata2 mak dia,betul jugak.n orang kata lagi, anak perempuan kalau muka iras mak dia, cenderung untuk bertikam lidah ngan mak dia.. yang ni pon betul.heheh. kesian mak aku.. aku nak cakap, aku main sembur jer. Well, i speak the truth. Kalau ma terasa, maaf ya ma? I'm so sorry..hehehe

Good night yaww

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh... smile

My mom and her house

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Harini aku pegi teman my mom pegi beli mozek dekat kedai area tanah merah. Biasanya abah aku yang bawak dia pegi mane2. Tapi, sejak aku dah berani bawak kereta ni, aku dengan rasminya jadi driver dia. Lagipun, my mom selalu cakap, dia tak suka pegi beli barang dengan abah aku. Sebab nanti abah aku nak cepat balik, n tak membantu pun dalam memilih barang.

Pasal mozek ni pulak, sebelum ni pon aku pernah teman my mom pegi beli.  Ada dekat salor, ada dekat pasir pekan, ada dekat pasir mas. Tapi sebelum ni beli yang reject jer.. murah sikit. Harini beli yang xreject, tapi paling murah.. rm3 sekeping.. muahahaha. Nak beli yang mahal, xmampu.

So, tengah drive tu, my mom bagitaw plan dia. Dia cakap, kemungkinan rumah baru aku ni siap keseluruhannya pada tahun 2017 hasil dari sumbangan duit abang, kakak, abah, adik laki aku n aku...tapi, aku ni xtaw la bile boleh mula menyumbangnya. Aku pernah cakap yang aku nak menyumbang part cat nanti.

Yang paling xleh blah, boleh pulak dia cakap, aku kena kahwin tahun 2017.. deyy.. tak habis2 nak suruh aku kahwin sejak akhir2 ni. (Mimpi tu punya pasal)

The conversation goes like this.

Mom: rumah ni ma agak boleh siap 100% dalam tahun 2017. Nor boleh dahla kahwin time tu.

Me: eleh ma, nor taknak kahwin lagi, tu mekpa tu, dah ada pakwe tu. Ramai orang nak kat dia.

Mom: haa, tu la dok rumah tak pegi mana2, orang laki tengok mesti pikir, "dia ni, dari tak buat apa2, baik aku buat bini"..

Me: ma la xbagi dia keluar pegi cari kerja.

Mekpa: eh, orang nak ikot mekleng keje kat ofis baru dia.

Me: oh patutla.

And then the conversation continues...

N i don't really think mekpa has pakwe. She always told me craps. She learn it from me.

Psstt : AKU DOAKAN SITI NURAINI MOHD ZULKIPLI AKAN BERJAYA DALAM HIDUP DIA.

terima kasih doakan aku..hehe ^O^

The miracle of niat and dhuha

Assalamualaikum and good evening.

Aku berhenti menulis 2 3 hari..dan dalam 2 3 hari ni,banyak benda berlaku..erm..banyakla jugak..hmm

Aku ada cakap dalam tulisan aku bertajuk interviewss sebelum ni, yang aku kerja kat beauty spa kan?yaa,that job lasts for 2days..hahahaha..i quit.

Why?

There are many reasons.
1) kalau dah namanya beauty spa,dia ada wat facial la kan.and of course la customer dia ada laki and pompuan. Aku ingat,aku boleh elak wat facial kat laki,sentuh2 jerawat kat muka tu. Euwww..Tapi,lepas aku interview akak2 kat sane,konfem,memang aku takleh ngelak dah.

2)uniform dy saiz kecik..tersiksa aku pakai..i'm fat u know

3)waktu nak solat...yang ni paling penting.bos cakap,kalau customer ramai,awak takleh solat..wat de???

4)nama pon beauty spa, sume kena beradap.bukan maksud aku ni tak beradap n takleh ikot peradaban dia,tapi aku rasa tertekan bila,semua benda kena buat berhati-hati n sopan.aku takleh angkat kaki masa dok atas kerusi,aku takleh borak-borak n ketawa.hoo.stress.heheh

5).....cukupla tu..malas nak pikir lagi

Masa hari pertama lagi aku terpikir nak berhenti dari keje kat situ.balik keje hari pertama,aku wasap abang aku,kol mak aku.aku punya terdesak taknak keje situ,sampai aku boleh apply jawatan ustazah ajar mengaji quran.hmm..yer yer,aku taw aku tak layak. Tapi,takpelah,aku kuatkan jiwa aku tuk pegi hari kedua.

Hari kedua,sv suruh aku demo wat cuci mask..so aku buat.n dia cakap,esoknya aku dah boleh buat kat customer.masa tu dalam hati aku cakap, "takpela kak ***,saya iakan jer ape yang kak *** cakap,esok saya taknak datang keje dah"..hehe

Masa nak balik,aku borak2 dengan staf lain kat dapur, aku cakap kat dorang, aku taknak datang keje dah.dorang pon setuju.dorang cakap,dorang memang dah taw awal2 lagi,aku takkan bertahan lama keje kat situ.sambil tu,aku bukak fon aku.ade 4miskol n 1mesej.

Bila aku buka mesej tu....hehehe..hr zonria cakap,aku dapat hadir inteview jawatan penolong pengurus cawangan di zonria..kau bayangkan perasaan bila aku tengah buntu tentang kemana hala tuju aku lepas ni?dengan bos tempat kerja dulu yang belom bayar gaji,..aku sampai terpikir nak cari keje partime malam tu jugak,lepas keje tu..sbb,sewa bilik pon belom bayar lagi.aduh..n staf2 lain sume pakat dok gelak kat aku sebab,ter overexcited.

Naik kete,aku terus menangis2 sambil ketawa..time tu malam dah..pukul 8 lebih.aku bawak kete tanpa bukak lampu kete.patutla kete dok wat lampu kelip2 kat aku..hehe..siries ni,air mata mengalir2,sambil ketawa..betul ni!!!hahaha

10mnt drive,(hritu jem teruk,kalu x,2mnt da smpai umah),aku sampai umah.jalan ke dapur tengok hosmate tengah makan.terus aku crite pasal apa yang terjadi kat aku,sambil menangis jugak.hehe..kurang malu disitu.n akak tu ajak aku makan nasi.rezeki!!!!!!!!!

Masuk bilik,crite kat rumate pulak..pastu aku kol mak aku,mak aku ketawa gembira.aku ingat dia cakap, "kalau niat kita baik,nak tinggalkan benda yang Allah larang,Allah akan bantu kita,nanti nor bangun pagi2,solat hajat,baca yasin.ma pon nak buat jugak"..okay mom!!

Lepas tu aku kol kawan baik aku..aku ingat aku kol dia,free,sebab maxis kan ade buat free kol 50minit..aku luper kawan aku digi.borak pasal aku sikit jer,dia gi criter pasal keje dia lagi banyak.last2,hbis rm13.08 kredit aku..adehh

Lepas tu,aku rilex2 baring2,aku niat dalam hati aku,aku akan solat hajat n baca yasin...tapi......nak bangun pagi susah..hehe.so aku decide nak wat solat dhuha esoknya.aku scroll waktu sesuai buat solat dhuha,doa selepas solat,niat nak solat..al maklumla,aku tak pernah buat solat dhuha sensorang.

Pagi selasa 8/12,aku solat dhuha+yasin+zikir+doa.

Pagi rabu 9/12 aku solat dhuha+zikir+doa+hari ni aku interview..

Hari ni 10/12,aku solat dhuha+zikir+doa....sedang aku cuba nak isi br1m, aku dapat mesej....Alhamdulillah,aku dapat offer jawatan penolong pengurus di zonria. 16/12 ni lapor diri untuk training lebih kurang..masa baca tu,air mata sedikit bergenang,aku terus kol adik aku,dia no.maxis,free kol.hehe..tapi mak aku xde kat rumah..konfem pegi round kampung tengok lembu2 kesayangan dia la tu..so,ak wasap kat orang yang selama ni dok tertanya2 pasal kerja aku.

Nak crite dekat sininya...benarlah,solat dhuha itu pembuka rezeki+kita niat saja nak tinggalkan larangan Allah,n Allah terus tolong kita(air mataku bergenang lagi)+MOTHER's du'a...aku rasa,abah aku pon mesti doa untuk aku jugak kan??hehe..yes..in addition of my FATHER's du'a...

It's 7.02p.m...doakan saya dapat lakukan yang terbaik untuk kerja ni

Wassalam

Interviewsss

Assalamualaikum and good evening.

I told you already. Yesterday i went to another interview. And, I GOT THE JOB!!!! I will start my new job tomorrow. And, i will tell you the story about my new job soon.

Today i feel like telling stories about my interviews. Successful interviews and failed interviews.

My very first interview was in april 2011. It was not really for job, but in order to enroll in IPG, i should go through the interview. Aku kena panggil interview untuk mengajar BI. Kalau dunia education ni, dia panggil Teaching English as Second Language (TESL) tak silap aku la. Kalau salah, minta maaf ya. And i failed. But then i think, i must be not suitable to become a teacher, sebab sifat aku adalah...kurang sabar. Macam mana nak ajar students kalau diri sendiri keras kepala. Nak jadi cikgu kena banyak sabar kan. Students perangai macam-macam.

My second interview was in september 2011. This one was for the qualification to join the Reserved Officer Training Unit (ROTU) at the university. There were physical tests, IQ test and group interview. Well, the interview went extremely well since tak ramai sanggup masuk aktiviti askar-askar ni. Lagipun, nak lepas ujian ni sangat senang, orang gemok macam aku ni pon boleh lepas kan? Spesis aku ni, kalau lari, confirm 10 kebelakang. Asalkan ada kehendak nak join sudah. And nak cakap kat sini, awal kemasukan tu 100 lebih pelajar yang join, tapi yang tauliah, yang complete latihan tu cuma 74 orang. I'm one of them (tersengih kebanggaan XD) ..ermm, dah menyampah dengan aku ke? Tak pe, i don't mind.

I finished my study including my internship in June 2015. And i told you in my previous entry that, i started looking for jobs after raya puasa. Well, there were many jobs, i did applied for countless jobs, but no reply. Then i saw an advertisement from a company named Esquel Malaysia. Situated in Pengkalan chepa. Syarikat tu buat open interview. I went to the interview. I tried my best at explaining my experiences and all. But i failed to get the job. It was for "assistant quality officer" if i'm not mistaken. Pesaing ramai sangat. And of course, i know, i'm not good enough. Sedihnye. Tapi, pasal kerja kat situ, abang aku tak berapa setuju sebenarnya, sebab company tu sebelah company dia kerja.. tak sebelah sangat la, tapi area tu jugak. Dia cakap, company tu ramai bangla.. k bye.

Then i worked painfully as sales assistant at a shop in wakaf che yeh. This one was a quite painfull for me, because, i was exposed to orang yang tak solat. It was an eyesore. Many other painful things there. And of course, no need for interview to get the job. Seteruk-teruk kena belasah mental fizikal dalam palapes, teruk lagi tengok orang tidor sebelah aku ,tak solat. Bukan aku tak tegur. Hmm.

My next interview was for the job admin assistant & sales marketing at tuition centre in kota bharu. Pesaing cuma seorang dan lelaki pulak tu. Manager pulak pompuan, of course la aku dapat job tu.. Aku kerja kat situ sampai semalam. Yes. Yesterday was my last day i worked there. Why? Sebab bos cakap nak tutup dulu pusat tuisyen tu sampai bulan 1. Terkejut beruk aku. Bila dia cakap macam tu, aku terus scroll jmc kelantan. I must get a job!!!!! I call a place, and she want me to come for interview..

Wait, before that, when i was working at the tuition centre, i went to three other interviews.

The first one is for the job "penyelia kanan" at an established company, smo bookstores. Well, i read the descriptions about the job, i know i'm not suitable for the job, but still, i went to the interview. They need a person with years(3 to 4 years,if i'm not mistaken) of experiences in retails. Kecewa sebab diri banyak kekurangan. And masa kena interview, she said, the job require you to take care of 5 to 6 branches of smo bookstores. "Hmmm.. for sure, i will not get the job" (what i think at that moment).

The second interview was not a well known company. The job is "management consultant" in pasir pekan. I went for the interview. And i get the offer, but i rejected the offer.. why? Because, i saw clearly that they offered rm1500 for the salary, and during the interview, she said, there will be no basic salary. My job is based on my performance, and the job is actually to persuade students to join private college. I don't even know or ever heard the college. And many other reasons actually. .. so, do you already think i'm a negative person now? (Well, i don't really mind your opinion :)

The third job is under a very well known company...but...anak syarikat dia jer. Untuk jawatan kerani am..(kau mesti pikir,kenapa aku cari kerja lekeh macan ni kan? Well, ko ingat, nak dapat kerja ni senang ke?ko ingat aku tak de mintak kerja jawatan besar-besar dekat kl or luar kelantan?ko ingat aku memang nak bertapa dekat kelantan je ke?nope..you are wrong. I told you already, i applied for countless job, but didn't get a reply. Ho mai. So sad. Thats why, i think, i can't be too choosy. I can't hope for high salary when i'm not good in many ways). So back to my story, i went for the interview. The interviewer was a man. He was nice. But i get confused. Kerja tu untuk jawatan kerani am, tapi dia siap wat personality test, ada presentation, and baru interview individu. And i also saw the advertisement, the salary offered was rm1500. But during the interview, they said,  the salary was rm800. Well, i get an offer for second interview, but i declined. So many things sum up in my mind. Why the position for clerk could be that difficult. The company is actually in insurance business, i suspected that they will eventually turn me into consultant. Bye bye.. i want to ask you. Am i wrong for doing that?

Back to my story,when the boss told me to stop operating the tuition centre...

So, after i finished my job at the tuition centre(yesterday),i went to the interview place. The job is actually, as a beautician. I consider many things before i called the place. I tell them, "i'm not beautiful, can i still get the job?" Well, she laugh for that, and tell me to just come. The interview went miraculously(betul ke eja macam tu?) well, i told her, that i have experience in massaging since i used to do it during my service management course at university. And she accept me. I will start my new job tomorrow. There is something that i don't like about this place..they give me an L size shirt!!!!haahahah. I called them back after i try the shirt, and asked her "is there any other bigger shirt?" She said, "no, we don't have. You need to lose weight laa..hahaha"...haaahaha hahahaha.. the problem of obese girl. Yes. That's me..

Those are collections of my interviews.

So i asked my friends.

"Lekeh sangat ke kerja aku ni?"
Luckily, i have great friends.

She said,
"Pehal pulak ko ne tetiba sensitip.😖
Lekeh mendenya,pengalaman tu tak dpt nk dbeli okay,Allah dah aturkan yg terbaik untuk ko.insyaallah buat dgn ikhlas kerja,Allah akan bg yg lebih baik.

Jgn la ingat,buat itu,buat ini,mcm tada future la,tada life la,come on!!!!
Jangan negatif sangat narh.positif sket.okay💪"

Terharu...

P/s: bahasa inggeris aku memang tak perfect. Sekejap past tense,sekejap present tense. Lek ar. Tak salah kan~~~i'm learning..continuously..

Salam maghrib~~

The journey of worklife

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Let me tell you some stories about my working experiences.

Tapi sebelum tu, aku kena cerita pasal kelulusan aku dulu. Aku lepasan matrikulasi jurusan sains hayat di mana subjek kegemaran aku adalah biology. But, cita-cita aku untuk berjaya dalam bidang sains terkubur selepas cgpa aku rendah nak mampos. Nilai dia cukup untuk beli sebungkus neslo ais..tapi ada terlebih beberapa sen la. Lepas tu, memang takde harapan nak sambung jurusan berkait ngan sains dah la kat universiti. Failed!

Then, i continued my study in Bachelor's Degree in Technology Management where I was exposed to a wide knowledge of management, business and engineering (ambik ayat kawan sekelas). And Alhamdulillah, jurusan tu lagi kena ngan diri aku. Kena tu mungkin sebab cgpa aku okey kot. Tak pon sebab lagi senang dari subjek sains kot. Sebab tu aku boleh score. Ngeh3.. yang orang dok cakap course reject tu, aku tak tahu la. Kos aku ni course reject ke? Tak kesahla. Janji aku enjoy belajar.

Then, sebab dah name pon course melibatkan business, so ade la aku kena buka kedai tuk jual-jual bawah subjek "keusahawanan". Yang ni kena group dengan 6orang kawan lain..termasuk aku, ade 2orang kawan pompuan malay,3orang ponpuan chinese and sorang laki chinese. Mase tu kitorang jual abc and fruit punch(ape tah name die,kawan aku yang chinese tu recommend nak jual)...tugas aku potong buah(diorang tak pandai potong buah derr) and aku menggunakan kekuatan suara aku untuk panggil customer. Ayat dia "MARI BELI ABC!!!!!ABC!!!!!!ABC!!!!!" hmm gitu la lebih kurang..

Job kedua untuk subject "service management". We need to provide service to customers. My group consist of 12 members. All malays except one indian girl. So we came out with the idea to provide massage therapy. My job was to do some foot massage. Well, i volunteered. Sebab, aku ingat aku selalu urut ma abah aku masa kecik-kecik dulu. So ade la aku study sikit-sikit kat youtube tu. And lepas tamat tempoh service tu, our beloved lecturer pilih group kitorang sebagai pemenang keseluruhan.

Seterusnya ada lagi subjek "advanced entrepreneurship" . This one really made our whole class gone crazy. The lecturer made something out of our regular. We need to do any different business and make sure to register under SSM. Thing was getting serious. Yes, he is serious. His title is "prof dato' doktor" okey.. He encourage us to be a successful entrepreneur. And enough about him. So, we need to select our partner. And i chose my bestfriend as my partner. We decided to sell "minyak angin" from indonesia. She handle all things about our product, and i take care of promoting it to the customers. And yes, subjek ni salah satu sebab aku lagi suka bisnes. (Walaupon sekarang ni keje tak terlibat dengan bisnes sangat..kayuh pelan pelan..)

Selama 3tahun setengah aku kat uthm, aku join palapes (pasukan latihan pegawai simpanan)(lepas ni memang banyak lagi cerita yang aku nak kongsi pasal palapes ni,terlalu banyak memori dalam palapes,ada pahit,ada manis, ada payau, ada masin, semua ada). Palapes ni macam askar wataniah la lebih kurang. Cumanya, kalau habis degree tu, dapatla pangkat leftenan muda. So, lepas 3 tahun on off pegi latihan, dapatla aku pangkat tu. Elaun ada!!sebab tu la my mom suruh masuk palapes. At least, 1 sen pon aku tak mintak duit kat parents aku(ke memang sebab tu my mom suruh aku masuk palapes??!o mai..) elaun dia rm6 untuk 1jam latihan.1hari 10jam. So dapatla rm60 sehari. Tu baru elaun latihan weekends. Belom latihan time cuti midsem and cuti sem.. lagi banyak rasanya.. yang penting, aku tak kesempitan wang time degree tu. Siap boleh bagi beribu ringgit kat my mom. (Duit aku dia buat bayar upah jahit langsir, and langsir tu tak cantik...adehh) so, people, joinla palapes..no pain no gain.. hehe...(aku salah seorang pegawai kadet yang banyak ponteng latihan)

My last semester, aku kena wat praktikal. And i chose to do it at Amanah Ikhtiar Malaysia cawangan pasir mas. Ha ah.. tak de gaji.. huhuhuhu.. but, the people are extremely friendly. And i got many valuable experiences from them.. aku boleh pegi kutip duit sekitar pasir mas. Masuk kampung2. Banyak benda pasal komputer(emel, microsoft office) aku kena buat.  Dan macam-macam lagi la. Banyak nya pasal management la. + some customer service. I finished my practical on 11 june 2015. 1 week later was bulan puasa. So i didn't work. Just sit back and relax.

After raya, i started finding jobs. But nothing came out. And then i saw a poster of working as sales assistant at some kind of shop. At wakaf che yeh. Well, the job was extremely exhausting. Start at 2.30pm,end almost 2a.m and the salary was rm20 per day. No holiday. I work 7 days a week. Thank god, i don't stay for long on that job. I heard many bad things during that time about my working place from my coworkers. On my 26th day of working there, i saw an advertisement on facebook. And i called quickly. It was the admin assistant & sales marketing at a tuition centre in kota bharu.

The next day i went to the interview. It was on 8 september 2015 if i'm not mistaken. And hari tu jugak, aku terus dapat offer untuk keje tu. Everything went smoothly with my manager. She was pregnant with 8month baby in her womb at that time. Pegi sekolah2 area kota bharu untuk wat program. +kelas tuisyen macam biasa. Tapi keje ni tak stabil. Lepas manager cuti bersalin, dah stat cuti sekolah..student behenti tuisyen.. yang ada beberapa orang jer. And ada masalah kewangan. And banyak lagi masalah lain.xperlu kot nak cerita. And i always find any chance to go to interview and get better job. Kejap lagi pon nak pegi interview jugak ni..hohoho

Sekian sahaja untuk entry kali ni.. i nak pegi bank in duit yuran students~~

Wish me luck with my next interview..

Hohhoho

My new start-let's get to know me

Assalamualaikum dan selamat...malam...sekarang pukul 11malam..so,malam.

Blog saya telah dicipta pada tahun 2013,tapi tidak aktif. jadi, hari ini, 2 disember 2015, saya akan mula aktif balik. Why? Sebab saya suka bercerita. Sebelum ini saya guna supernote sebagai diary saya, saya guna wechat untuk berkongsi buah fikiran, aktiviti dan perkara-perkara lain, saya guna facebook untuk tujuan sama macam wechat dan saya pengguna twitter yang sangat aktif. Hampir setiap hari saya update macam-macam perkara yang saya alami dan lalui di twitter. And yes, twitter have been my favourite since 2012(i think).

So here, saya nak pastikan laman blog saya aktif, sebab, saya memerlukan satu medium yang membolehkan saya bebas bercerita tentang pengalaman, aktiviti, dan perkara-perkara lain. Saya rasa dalam otak saya ada banyak benda yang tak terluah kat orang sekeliling saya.

So, here I am, reactivating my blog in purpose of telling stories. And i don't need you to judge me based on my stories. I am who i am. And i am a moderate english user, still try improving. And my bahasa melayu is not good enough too. So, if there is any mistake, just... ignore it okay :)

Sebab ini post pertama saya, saya nak perkenalkan diri dulu lah.hehe ^^

Nama:aini zulkipli(preferred to be addressed as "nor")
Birthdate:24may1992
Sekolah rendah:sekolah kebangsaan sri kiambang,pasir mas.
Secondary school:sekolah menengah kebangsaan agama lati,pasir mas
College:perak matriculation college
University: universiti tun hussein onn malaysia
Work:currently managing a tuition centre in kota bharu while teaching english and malay language to kids.

Abah saya seorang pemandu lori yang sangat rajin(ofcourse). Kerja dia, hantar pasir(berbagai jenis pasir),batu,tanah even tar ke tempat-tempat customer minta. Picky eater. Dia elak makan makanan berasaskan marjerin(sebab,nanti cirit,..he) and yes, dia penghidap kencing manis and darah tinggi. Sekarang dia kena cucuk insulin dekat perut setiap hari, pagi dan malam.

My mom is a fulltime housewife. But, saya rasa, dia pon bekerja juga, sebab dia yang sediakan makanan kami sekeluarga.(hang ingat senang nak istiqamah masak tiap2 hari? Aku pon ada mood juga time nak masak and tak nak masak) and my mom....sangat sayangkan lembu dia. Tiap hari dia pergi tengok, bagi makan minum kat lembu dia. Dia pernah cakap "ma tak kan pindah ke pusat pemindahan banjir,ma nak jaga lembu-lembu ma",..(lebih kurang la maksud dia). She's so diligent and tough.

My older brother is 28 years old. I called him,"mekbe" most of the time. He is an engineer. Just married earlier of this year to a woman named k.na. Honestly, he's not my abang kandung, he's my uncle. Adik kepada abah saya tapi lain mak. The story is, lepas my mom nikah ngan abah lebih 5 tahun, diorang tak dapat anak. Dipendekkan cerita, my mom minta nak jaga mekbe, lepas seminggu jaga mekbe, my mom dapat tahu yang, she's pregnant..and then, my older sister came.

My older sister is 27 years old. I called her as "mekleng".. She's waiting for her boss to naikkan pangkat dia kepada chemist. She is also just married to man called abe epul. During our childhood, i fought with her.. a lot and last longer you know.hehe. I remember kicking her,.upss..but now, i can feel that things are getting better between us.

After her, there's me..yah..me,..aini@nor..they called me, "meknor". I am 23 years old with unstable job (still seeking for a higher salary job..hehe) i am no where near getting married. So let's go to my next sibling.

My brother is called "mekja". He's 20 years old. Now attending PDRM many phases of interview session. I fought a lot with him during our childhood. I remember he kicked my stomach. And he is always my mom's favourite son. Things are getting better between us too since he always consult me about his study. Aku sangat berharap dia berjaya masuk polis and tidak terlibat dengan rasuah. Polis famous dengan kes rasuah kan? Kalau saya salah, betulkan saya.

And then, here comes my younger sister, called mekpa. She's 19 years old. Just finished her sewing course. My mom just wouldn't let her work or make some money anywhere and keep trying to enroll her to any educational place. And she is not into education. Saya sendiri pon tak tahu nak buat apa dah dengan dia ni. Nampak gaya macam my mom nak masukkan dia ke kelas menjahit lagi.. hmm..don't know what to say lah.

And then, there's my other younger brother named amir. I called him "deroman"..why??? I don't know mehh. He's 15 years old. A hocky maniac. Dia selalu jadi bahan kena marah dengan my mom over tiniest mistakes he made. He's not good in education too. Well, atleast he doesn't get involve in drugs or smokes, then it's good enough. And he always laugh hard over stupid things i've done. Saya berharap,suatu hari nanti,dia akan jadi pemain hoki berjaya and tolong bayar hutang ptptn aku..tetibe pulak. Tapi tu memang tagline aku kat dia.

Lastly my youngest brother, named naqiu.. I called him, "shin"..why????well, just feels like it. I do what i want, remember? He's 9 years old. Of course naughty. Tapi, senakal-nakal dia, hampir setiap kali maghrib, dia jadi bilal kat surau sebelah rumah..sounds almost brilliant to me..dalam ramai-ramai adik beradik lelaki aku, dia sorang jer jadi bilal kat situ. And tahun depan turun kelas..dari kelas ke 2 turun kelas ke 3. This one, i don't like. Why? Because...i will tell you in my next entry..

It's 12.11a.m now. I feel sleepy.

So, before tidor tu,
Bacalah 3kul,ayat kursi and zikir;
Subhanallah
Alhamdulillah
Lailahaillallah
Allahuakbar
Astaghfirullahalazim

Semoga dosa digugurkan. And mimpi indah..hahahaha..

Dah hari biasa, hidup kau tak indah kan, bagi la can sikit, dapat mimpi best..

Aku nak mimpi pegi paragliding kat krabi~~~laaalalalalala