Assalamualaikum.
Here is a story about my journey facing with 4th time abscess.
In malay we called it as bisul.
(1st time with abscess)
I can't really remember the exact story about it, because that one i just let it disappear by itself. I don't even know it was abscess. But i remember the feeling of pain. Really sharp pain. It was in July or August 2015.
(2nd time with abscess)
This one happened when i started working at Kota Bharu. In the beginning i endure the pain, still not knowing it was abscess. I went to a pharmacy asking for some antibiotic and swelling. But it won't show any effect to me. Then one morning, i decided to meet a doctor. Near my rented room. When i'm trying to take a shower, suddenly i'm collapsing. Quickly i went to the bed before i fell to the wet floor in the bathroom. Then i realized, i don't take any food the day before. I forced myself to drive to the nearby clinic. Met the doctor. The doctor is a men. God! The abscess is at my anus.ermm.not anus. I don't know. Then the doctor declared, "it was abscess!!!"..at that moment, i was relieved. I thought it was some kind of cancer, tumor or anything bigger than abscess. Then the doctor shot the ...ermm..the you know,,,aku dibius cinta .yes. aku dibius. Then dia sedut aku punya nanah guna picagari. Picagari pertama penuh dengan nanah berwarna kuning kehijauan, picagari kedua dah mula nampak darah. Lega. Bila bangun dari katil tu, terus hilang rasa sakit. Aku pon terus pergi kerja. Esoknya raya haji. So lepas kerja aku drive balik kampung. Sampai rumah, lepas borak2 dengan parents pasal rumah sewa tu, aku masuk bilik. Buka seluar, pergh!!!!!basah dengan nanah. Bau dia ya Allah. Seriously aku cakap, lagi busuk dari ..erm..xtawla..tapi sangat busuk hokeyh. N nanah masih keluar membuak2. Banyak gila tisu aku guna nak sapu nanah tu. Esoknya aku xpegi pon solat raya haji. Huhuhu. Mak aku suruh makan cili pahit. Well, aku makan 1 kali jer, tapi lebih 50biji rasanya.
(3rd time with abscess)
My third time with abscess is in January this year. I just got back from Kepala Batas, Penang and was going to work at Kuala Besut, Terengganu. I can feel the pain in the exact same area. But still, i want to calm myself down to think that it was not abscess. I hold the pain, until i can't take it anymore. I ask the staff to buy me some medicine from nearby pharmacy. But the pain won't go away. I decided to go to the nearby clinic. The place named Klinik Perdana Kuala Besut. Well, the bad thing about the clinic is just, the doctor is a man. Whatever. I can't take the pain anymore. He shot the antibiotic at my hip while saying, " you will not get any more abscess in the future by taking this". I trust that words. Then he slice a bit of the abscess, and nanah keluar membuak, aku tengok doktor and nurses kalut dok sapu nanah yang keluar tu, dengan bau yang superb busuk tu. Fuhh. I salute you all guys. Thank you. Lepas nanah yang keluar dengan sendirinya tu habis, doktor tu tekan kuat giler bagi nanah tu keluar lagi. Ya Allah yang ni memang sakit nak mampus.wush!!!
Selesai yang tu, aku balik tempat kerja. Ingatkan da clear, tapi masih ade kesan2 nanah yang masih keluar. Fuhh. Habis seluar kerja aku.
The weeks went so fast. Then suddenly one day....
(4th time with abscess)
I was so confident that the abscess won't be getting near me anymore. But the last 4 days give a heartbreak. Slowly i felt some pain near the same place. I really thought, it was something else. Then the next day, i was having some fever. My whole body felt weak. I had a headache. I can't move fast. I was so lazy. Then the abscess seem getting bigger. I asked around among the staffs. Looking for female doctor. Found one. A bit far. But worth it. I went there, met her, she take a look at my abscess, she is not that friendly. But it's okay. She's doing her job. She said "bisul awak ni belum masak lagi, saya tak boleh nak buang nanah dalam tu, saya dapat rasa yang benda ni sampai ke dalam, awak kena pergi hospital, jumpa pakar sakit puan, and ada bilik bedah"
Lebih kurang la. Xde la sebijik macam tu. And that was yesterday actually. I drive to my working place, give my mc letter to the hq and continue to drive to HUSM.
At HUSM, luckily, i met a female doctor too. She tell me the same thing, "bisul awak ni tak masak lagi ni, saya bagi antibiotik, n ubat tahan sakit, awak habiskan antibiotik ni"..aku ingat sampai situ jer. Lepas tu dia kol sape tah aku dengar dia cakap "general surgery" Lepas tu dia cakap kat aku, "minggu depan awak datang sini semula, pergi dekat SOPD. AKU AKAN DIBEDAH!!!
Balik umah, hmmm. Bila jumpe jer mak aku, dia terus panggil ade la orang kampung ni, dia tukang urut, dia jugak buat air tawar.. pendek kata orang panggil dia tok bomoh la. Don't worry. Aku tengok dia tak pernah miss solat kat surau sebelah rumah aku n jadi bilal. So, dia buat air tawar (air biase yang dibacakan ayat2 tertentu). Time aku nak minum, aku kena selawat ke atas nabi. Then dia watkan beras ape tah, tapi kena rendam dalam air tawar tu dalam 10minit n blender. N tampal dekat bisul tu. Tengah malam aku sedar dari tido, sakit menyerang, aku telan ubat tahan sakit,tapi sakit tak hilang, aku ambik air beras,,tampal kat situ. .Masya Allah. Sampai ke pagi, aku tidur lena. Pagi nya pulak, lepas sarapan, aku makan roti n telan ubat n sambung tidor, nak jalan2 tak boleh, sebab bila berdiri, badan akan bagi tekanan kat bisul tu, SAKIT!!!so aku tidor. Sedar2, mak aku nak comor perahan daun setawar. Masya Allah sekali lagi... aku tidor sampai pukul 12. Hahaahahhahahah. Tapi lepas daun setawar da habis, aku sakit lagi. Aku pikir, aku kena pergi klinik ni, aku mesti buang nanah ni! Lepas mandi aku kejut mak aku cakap nak pergi klinik. Mak aku suruh pergi hospital jer. Aku malas menunggu sebenarnya. Masa tu dalam pukul 1.45, lepas solat semua, aku siap2 nak ke hospital, tengok2, period pulak dah...habisla, malu la aku nak tunjuk kat doktor dengan period nya lagi. Aku tekad jugak nak pergi. Aku pakai jubah, siap2 nak pergi panas enjin kereta, tiba2, aku rasa belakang jubah aku basah, aku rasa betis aku basah, aku sentuh belakang jubah aku. Aku pikir, takkan la bocor sebab period kot???so, aku cium tangan aku. Busuk yang tak tergambar!!!Bisul aku pecah nokk!!!habis basah kangkang aku. Terus aku cakap kat mak aku. Mak aku terus cari tisu. Adik2 aku 2 orang time tu cakap, "busuknyer!!!" Yang kecik sikit tu pulak cakap, "bau macam taik!!!" Hahahaha. Dari jauh pon boleh bau nokkss" masuk bilik, mak aku sapukan tisu. Lame jugak. Aku tanya mak aku, "takpe ke ma, busuk ni". Mak aku cakap, "takpe, nanti ma tua, xlarat nanti, nor kena buat lebih teruk lagi dari ni". Lepas tu air mata aku mengalir2 bukan kerana sakit, tapi kerana hati yang terharu, sebab my mom is right beside me, helping me all her best to make sure i'm fine.
Banyak kata2 dia yang memuji macam mana mudahnya dia jaga aku yang kurang songeh berbanding kakakku. Keh keh keh.
Mak aku cakap, badan aku ni lebih terima ubat2 kampung dari ubat doktor. But i will use both.
Because i trust both
Goodnight
Gross because it smell the worst. Satisfying because, i can feel mother's love.
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