cough and asthma

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..tak jawab dose 🤭

here again..after few months..so, this time, i want to share a new story to you all..erm, not really.. i use blogger not with the intention to share my story to public (but it actually work that way). but i'm too lazy to write in the book. i have few note books. small note books..but, i'm too lazy to write..so i type..so, here i am..

back to the story..selingan sikit je, lek ar..menyampah? boleh blah, kesah pulak aku 🙄..tiberr

so so so

gini

i share my hostel room with my monitor (manager). she's Kedahan. married to Temerloh man (tak tau la ape bende kot bi untuk perkataan 'orang pahang'..pahangat?pahangit?)..she rarely here.. so most of the time, i'm alone. and guess what? I LOVE IT!!!! 🤭

so so soooo

more than 3 weeks ago, she started coughing. few days later, she went to Pahang. and i started to cough. it was a normal cough. i bought cough syrup at the pharmacy. didnt work. and taste not that good. so i finished that one, and bought another one. my favorite. ubat batuk cap ibu dan anak 🤩🤩..

but!!! 

the cough didnt get better..i still cough a lot.. A LOT!!! 

it's a lot and was so hard that each time i cough, i feel pain under my ribcage..so each time i cough, i need to control it..if not, my ribs will give pressure to my organs. really? 😅🤔...but yeah..thats what i felt.

and one more thing, even when i slept, i would suddenly woke up during the night and cough a lot to the point that i felt like vomitting. that happens few nights. there were few nights where i ran to the toilet to vomit, but, my tummy was empty at that time, nothing came out 🤩..

so last week, on tuesday (where i work until 4pm), wednesday (my offday), and thursday (back to work at 5pm)..i spent most of my day off, sleeping..and cough a lot, as usual.. 

5pm on that day, i went to work..still cough.. and you know, i'm not someone who walks slowly..i walk actively..and guess what? 

i cant breathe properly..i walk fast ,just about 10 to 15 steps to call the staffs at work to do some adjustments in the store, and i caught myself having shortness of breaths. i need to stay calm, get some deep breathes and just watch the staffs did the jobs..

and then i walked up to 2nd floor to pray. as usual, im not someone who walk calmly. so i ran up the stairs to the 2nd floor. and what happen? 

i almost faint! 😆😆😅

i felt like my surrounding became blacky, shadowy. so i put down my knees on the floor and made the 'sujud' position. and caught back my breathing. and continue praying. 

that was during maghrib..after that i was busy doing the monolog. thinking whether i should go to klinik rafa or not. that clinic open 24hours a day..i can go there after work. it's costly. of course. private clinic yo. and then calculating the amount of money i had at that time. btw, the salary was in the day before that. so i should be fine 😆..

so after work (thursday 10pm) i went to the clinic, i saw lots of shoes outside of the clinic. i went in, and talk to the receptionist. a pregnant lady. idk if she's a doctor or doctor's wife or nurse..

me: how many patients before my turn? 

lady: still got about 13 patients..

me: how long it usually take to settle those patients? 

lady: that depends..

me: i'll just come back later

lady: okay, make sure to inform me later..

me: okay..

i went back to my hostel room which take less than 5 minutes walk from the clinic. had shower, perform isyak prayer, and rest..

11pm, i went back to the clinic. met a different receptionist. a nurse maybe. and she told me, there's 3 more patients before my turn. cool.

then, finally it's my turn. i went into the doctor's room. he's wearing a face mask. 

doc: sakit ape? 

me: batuk dah 3 minggu

doc: la, lamenye, kenape tak datang awal sikit? 

me: saye ingatkan batuk biase je

he then put the stethoscope on my back. and after finished that, he was shocked..he said 

doc: awak lelah ni.

me: ha ah doctor. tadi tibe2 je tak cukup nafas masa jalan2 kat tempat kerja. 

doc: saye bagi gune nebuliser la ye (sambil buat gaya orang guna nebuliser) 

me: 😳😳 nebuliser doc? ubat biase takleh ke? 

doc: nebuliser cepat sikit. awak sedut wap yang ade ubat, pastu nanti die akan clearkan saluran pernafasan awak. kalau telan ubat, ubat tu akan masuk dalam perut dulu, lame pulak nak bertindak. 

me: berapa harga nebuliser tu doc? 

doc: kalau campur ubat2 lain, tak sampai seratus. kalau awak nak bayar ansur2 pon boleh je.. 

me: eh, tak pe lah doc. bawah rm100 saya ok lagi ..

then i went in the nebuliser room..had few minutes sniffing that thing..i didnt cough once during the process  so i guess, it did work.. 

so, that nebuliser and few medicines cost me rm98.. costly. but im satisfied. the doctor was very nice. and the medicines work well on me. 

oh, here's a bad things i want to tell you. 

the next day i told my opinion that i had lelah/asthma..

she said, "you got that because you're fat" 

sakitnya tu disini, di dalam hatiku

pedih..tapi aku tak suka memburukkan keadaan..kalau aku jawab, die akan terasa. dia akan buat muka.. tak nak cakap dengan aku. kerja terabur, sebab komunikasi hancur..so aku telan kata2 dia, simpan dalam perut. nanti bile aku makan nasi, kata2 tu akan mix well dengan nasi+budu+ikan@ayam@daging jadi taik..nanti aku berak, keluar la tu..settle..

so pengajaran kat sini..dah batuk tu, jangan tunggu lama2, cepat jumpa doktor.. takut melarat macam aku nih..

ohh, 1.22am..i need to refresh my mind..by sleeping..

(just for reminder. i'm definitely not writing this in english to show of my english language skills. lol. its not worth to show of to anybody..i dont want to lose my english knowledges. the vocabs and so on..)

ok goodnight..till next time

bye