the last wisdom tooth extraction!

hey hey hey! i mean, Assalamualaikum..

20days ago, on 25th of June, i, with full load of determination, went to the clinic (government clinic of course) to extract my last annoying wisdom tooth 😂😂😂and i'm glad i did. super proud of myself too 😎

it all started during early pkp, i was at home, in Pasir Mas, few days before Ramadhan. this little fella start paining, i mean, hurting..ahhh malah aku speaking, letih mikir male2 buto ni..

gini..hari tu aku start rase sakit gigi,..gigi ke gusi ek? entah la do, tapi dekat seminggu jugak la..tidor tu kadang2 terganggu jugak la..tapi biase2 je la..biase la kan, kalau sakit gigi, kepala pon sakit gak..kepala ke otak ek? entah la wey.. kau pikir sendiri lah..

lepas seminggu, 1 pagi tu aku bangun pagi sikit, keluar bilik tidor, terus direct ke dapur, mak aku ade buat ape tah.. 

me: nor rase nok gi hospital la ma, nok cabut gigi.

(btw, kalau aku kat rumah aku kat Pasir Mas, Hospital Lati dekat ngan aku, betul2 depan sekolah menengah aku dulu. aku tak tau pon kat mane klinik terdekat yang boleh cabut gigi kat situ, eh) 

maa: boleh ke nor nok cabut gigi musim ni? maa takut doktor tok buat jah musim2 ni. 

aku pon pusing2 area dapur, tandas dan sekitar. last2 tak pergi pon hospital. 

malamnye aku rase annoyed sangat dengan gigi aku, so aku korek guna jari telunjuk. macam korek nak bagi pressure sikit kat gusi. tibe2 sakit aku hilang..and i was like, "aik?? gitu jah? kalu ku tau dah lame aku korek mung🙄🙄" 

tapi ia tidak berakhir disitu guys, ladies and gentlemenzzz...sakit tu mari dengan tak kabar, i mean, ye maghi nga tok kaba. sekejap sakit, korek2 sikit, hilanglah die. 

ade satu malam tu, aku korek, tibe2 die patah..lalu semakin galak kukorek gigiku..dan hasilnya..gigiku berlubang 😅😅

tiap kali makan, aku gosok gigi..and you know what? its a wisdom tooth guys, ladies and gentlemenzzz..die dok hujuuuuung sane, tak nampak pon kalau aku suluh dengan lampu ke torchlight ke, ape2 yang menyala lah..kalau gosok pon, tak kena..so kena korek jugak..and, hasilnya (memang kena guna banyak perkataan hasilnya weh, sebab itulah benda yang terhasil, hasil perbuatan aku) ..ye, hasilnya, kuku jari yang aku guna untuk korek tu, terhakis, ke terkikis ek? alah, kuku aku macam kena gigit la..belok blekar..

and kadang2 sebab korek2 lepas makan tu jugakla, gigi ku itu, walaupun masa tu tak sakit, tibe2 die jadi sakit..

but, well, this sakit har, can't even compare to the pain i went through during having a bartholin cyst. 😉

lepas gov dah bagi kelonggaran untuk start bekerja, untuk sektor kerjaan aku ni, ya Allah, aku sangatlah tidak suke..why? aku sedang enak berpuasa dirumah bersama family, tiba2 kena masuk kerja..dah la kena beratur depan balai polis lebih 2jam..kulit i yang gelap2 hitam manis, jadi gelap2, entahla, tak tau nak cakap apa..

so i went back to my workplace. in Bukit Payong, Marang, Ganu kiter. so, kat sini, klinik Bukit Payong dekat je. klinik gigi ade sekali kat situ.. tiap kali hari cuti, aku dok berkira2, nak cabutkah? tak nak cabutkah? 

selepas habis kira2, aku pon pergi klinik pada 25/6/2020.. 7.55am aku sampai kat pintu depan klinik gigi..aku patient first 😂😂😂..nampak tak, semangat waja dalam diri ini..............

so, kalau sebelum2 ni, doktor yang cabut gigi aku, lelaki tau.. doktor kat Hospital Lati, doktor kat klinik Kuala Berang..yang ni, first time doktor gigi perempuan, kecik pulak..aku macam kurang yakin sikit..takut doktor tu tak cukup kuat nak cabut gigi aku😂😂😂..

ade sebab wey aku rase macam tu..kat Hospital Lati dulu, doktor tu berkali2 tukar alat yang nak tarik gigi tu, punye payah..lame pulak tu..yang kat Kuala Berang tu, hujung gigi aku patah, tertinggal kat dalam gusi. last2 seminggu kemudian baru kena operate buang yang tertinggal tu..

so, back to this lady doctor..lembut je die cakap ngan aku..sopan je 😃..

kalau sebelum2 ni, lepas kena bius, kena keluar relax2 kat luar bilik dulu, baru masuk balik n cabut..tapi dengan doktor ni, lepas bius, tak lame lepas tu terus nak cabut..masa tengah bius tu, aku macam buat bunyi sikit, ala weyy..cabut gigi tu tak sakit wey, bius tu lagi sakit do..so, doktor tu, "sorry2, maaf ye"..aku cube senyum..ala, doktor ni, baiknye 😄😄..so selepas beberapa ketika, doktor tu ade macam cucuk2 sikit area yang dibius tu, and memang ade rase sakit sikit..die cucuk kat tempat lain yang dibius, tak rase ape..so die pesan, kalau masa tengah cabut, rase sakit, cepat2 angkat tangan..so aku pon ok je lah..

masa tengah cabut, doktor tu tukar kedudukan dari belah kanan ke belah kiri..aku ni, haa sudah, habehlaa...tapi, tak lame pon, doktor tu pon kata, "gigi dah tercabut"...

sekejapnyee...

i said my thanks. paid rm1 at the counter and went out..

and ride my motorcycle to kedai rm2.10..tapi masa tu baru 9am..kedai tak buka lagi..so, aku pergi kedai treeleaf, dekat tempat kerja aku..beli 1 bekas ice cream..balik bilik, makan ice cream..tidor..petang tu kerja..malam tu aku makan burger..

and honestly..yes, memang petang ke malam tu, sakit jugak gusi aku..but, sakit tu kan, aku boleh kata, cuma 1% dari sakit bartholin cyst..tapi tu la..jarang sangat orang kena bartholin cyst..orang tak tau sakit die macam mane..

sakit bartholin cyst buat aku pikir pasal mati..pikir pasal dosa2 aku semua..believe it or not, masa aku tengah sakit kena bisul tu, pernah terdetik, "baik mati dari sakit macam ni"..lepas tu istighfar banyak2..

aku nangis wey malam2 sebab bartholin cyst tu..nightmare betul..

and fyi, aku join group fb, "bartholin cyst support: don't suffer alone". ni community yang pernah & sedang melalui penderitaan bartholin cyst..dorang share tips2 yang mungkin berkesan untuk reduce pain, cepatkan process pemulihan, berkongsi pengalaman dan sebagainya..yang paling best, bile ade yang kata, "i'd rather give birth than have these again"..at least i'm not going through this, alone 😄😄

sakit kena cabut gigi ni apelah sangat..

so sep mung! yang ade gigi yang hancur ke, memang tak gune ke, p la cabut 😂😂😂rm1 je..doktor, nurses baik2 je semua..

psst..i heard my long long loooong  crush is now in relationship..so, i need to find a new crush 😛😛😛.noooo..im reaching 30..its not a crush that i need..its...ermm..idk 

cough and asthma

Assalamualaikum w.b.t..tak jawab dose 🤭

here again..after few months..so, this time, i want to share a new story to you all..erm, not really.. i use blogger not with the intention to share my story to public (but it actually work that way). but i'm too lazy to write in the book. i have few note books. small note books..but, i'm too lazy to write..so i type..so, here i am..

back to the story..selingan sikit je, lek ar..menyampah? boleh blah, kesah pulak aku 🙄..tiberr

so so so

gini

i share my hostel room with my monitor (manager). she's Kedahan. married to Temerloh man (tak tau la ape bende kot bi untuk perkataan 'orang pahang'..pahangat?pahangit?)..she rarely here.. so most of the time, i'm alone. and guess what? I LOVE IT!!!! 🤭

so so soooo

more than 3 weeks ago, she started coughing. few days later, she went to Pahang. and i started to cough. it was a normal cough. i bought cough syrup at the pharmacy. didnt work. and taste not that good. so i finished that one, and bought another one. my favorite. ubat batuk cap ibu dan anak 🤩🤩..

but!!! 

the cough didnt get better..i still cough a lot.. A LOT!!! 

it's a lot and was so hard that each time i cough, i feel pain under my ribcage..so each time i cough, i need to control it..if not, my ribs will give pressure to my organs. really? 😅🤔...but yeah..thats what i felt.

and one more thing, even when i slept, i would suddenly woke up during the night and cough a lot to the point that i felt like vomitting. that happens few nights. there were few nights where i ran to the toilet to vomit, but, my tummy was empty at that time, nothing came out 🤩..

so last week, on tuesday (where i work until 4pm), wednesday (my offday), and thursday (back to work at 5pm)..i spent most of my day off, sleeping..and cough a lot, as usual.. 

5pm on that day, i went to work..still cough.. and you know, i'm not someone who walks slowly..i walk actively..and guess what? 

i cant breathe properly..i walk fast ,just about 10 to 15 steps to call the staffs at work to do some adjustments in the store, and i caught myself having shortness of breaths. i need to stay calm, get some deep breathes and just watch the staffs did the jobs..

and then i walked up to 2nd floor to pray. as usual, im not someone who walk calmly. so i ran up the stairs to the 2nd floor. and what happen? 

i almost faint! 😆😆😅

i felt like my surrounding became blacky, shadowy. so i put down my knees on the floor and made the 'sujud' position. and caught back my breathing. and continue praying. 

that was during maghrib..after that i was busy doing the monolog. thinking whether i should go to klinik rafa or not. that clinic open 24hours a day..i can go there after work. it's costly. of course. private clinic yo. and then calculating the amount of money i had at that time. btw, the salary was in the day before that. so i should be fine 😆..

so after work (thursday 10pm) i went to the clinic, i saw lots of shoes outside of the clinic. i went in, and talk to the receptionist. a pregnant lady. idk if she's a doctor or doctor's wife or nurse..

me: how many patients before my turn? 

lady: still got about 13 patients..

me: how long it usually take to settle those patients? 

lady: that depends..

me: i'll just come back later

lady: okay, make sure to inform me later..

me: okay..

i went back to my hostel room which take less than 5 minutes walk from the clinic. had shower, perform isyak prayer, and rest..

11pm, i went back to the clinic. met a different receptionist. a nurse maybe. and she told me, there's 3 more patients before my turn. cool.

then, finally it's my turn. i went into the doctor's room. he's wearing a face mask. 

doc: sakit ape? 

me: batuk dah 3 minggu

doc: la, lamenye, kenape tak datang awal sikit? 

me: saye ingatkan batuk biase je

he then put the stethoscope on my back. and after finished that, he was shocked..he said 

doc: awak lelah ni.

me: ha ah doctor. tadi tibe2 je tak cukup nafas masa jalan2 kat tempat kerja. 

doc: saye bagi gune nebuliser la ye (sambil buat gaya orang guna nebuliser) 

me: 😳😳 nebuliser doc? ubat biase takleh ke? 

doc: nebuliser cepat sikit. awak sedut wap yang ade ubat, pastu nanti die akan clearkan saluran pernafasan awak. kalau telan ubat, ubat tu akan masuk dalam perut dulu, lame pulak nak bertindak. 

me: berapa harga nebuliser tu doc? 

doc: kalau campur ubat2 lain, tak sampai seratus. kalau awak nak bayar ansur2 pon boleh je.. 

me: eh, tak pe lah doc. bawah rm100 saya ok lagi ..

then i went in the nebuliser room..had few minutes sniffing that thing..i didnt cough once during the process  so i guess, it did work.. 

so, that nebuliser and few medicines cost me rm98.. costly. but im satisfied. the doctor was very nice. and the medicines work well on me. 

oh, here's a bad things i want to tell you. 

the next day i told my opinion that i had lelah/asthma..

she said, "you got that because you're fat" 

sakitnya tu disini, di dalam hatiku

pedih..tapi aku tak suka memburukkan keadaan..kalau aku jawab, die akan terasa. dia akan buat muka.. tak nak cakap dengan aku. kerja terabur, sebab komunikasi hancur..so aku telan kata2 dia, simpan dalam perut. nanti bile aku makan nasi, kata2 tu akan mix well dengan nasi+budu+ikan@ayam@daging jadi taik..nanti aku berak, keluar la tu..settle..

so pengajaran kat sini..dah batuk tu, jangan tunggu lama2, cepat jumpa doktor.. takut melarat macam aku nih..

ohh, 1.22am..i need to refresh my mind..by sleeping..

(just for reminder. i'm definitely not writing this in english to show of my english language skills. lol. its not worth to show of to anybody..i dont want to lose my english knowledges. the vocabs and so on..)

ok goodnight..till next time

bye