Friday, December 21, 2018

My 11th bartholin abscess-tired of this

Assalamualaikum and good evening uolls..

I'll make it short this time..coz, it is short..

It started last week..i pooped, and i feel a bit pain near anus..like before, it always start like that..at that time i remember, i did eat quite spicy food few days before..it might be the cause of the pain..

Few days went by until the 5th day. I started not be able to sit comfortably. It was 3 days ago actually. On tuesday when i need to work halfday, until 4pm. I ate my lunch at 4.30pm. And i cant finish it. It taste fine, i was hungry, but i couldn't finish it. The appetite didn't allow me to. And for breakfast on that day, i only eat a slice of bread.

On wednesday, my offday, i can say that i'm bedridden. 23 and a half hour was spent on bed. The other half hour was to take shower 2 times and to pee. I remember only ate 2 slices of bread for that day. I didn't poop at all, since i ate so little..hhaha..that night i was planning, i should go see the doctor on thursday, to get the medical leave. I'm sure i'm not in good condition to work..that night went too slow..coz the pain was so severe..and i keep touching the abscess in hope it will burst if i put some pressure on it..but it didn't happen..i tried to sleep since 11pm..i did sleep.. but i wake up every 1 hour, to change position..it hurt so bad yo..

Until 5.30am, yesterday, 20/12/2018. I wake up and just thinking, "o Allah, why you give me this pain, i dont want it, please make it rupture" while my hand is touching the abscess..my eyes were closed at that time, coz, well, i'm sleepy yo, but it was too painful i cant sleep. Suddenly, i feel something warm on my fingers, i yell in my head coz i dont want to bother my room ate, saying, " it burst!!!!" I quickly walk fast to the toilet, pull my short pant, the pus was all over the pant already..grayish color..smell sooooooooo bad! I tried pushing my abscess to make sure the pus was out completely while sitting on the toilet bowl. It hurt damn much yo. And i could feel my head was spinning at that time. I stopped pushing out the abscess and stood up. I look into the toilet bowl. There was the color of blood in it. I flush it. And went into my room. I laid on the floor with tissue beside me. I pulled out a lot of tissue to clean the blood that keep coming out from the rupture..lots of them..and i slept afterwards..

At 10am i took a shower and then wore pad because the blood still coming out. Then i went to the nearest private clinic. The doctor was a man. So didn't show my abscess. But there was a part of our conversation that i felt quite funny.

Doc: what type of antibiotic did the previous doctor had given to you before?

Me: cloxacillin

Doc: (looking a bit stunned) are you a medical staff?

Me: (giggle a bit) no, but i did read a lot about it. (Afterward i think i should just said, "i ate a lot of it, almost hundreds of them if not more")

Doc: (smile) this time i'll give you another type of antibiotic then..

Me: ok

It was funny because, i thought, remembering just that one type of antibiotic is nothing..and the doctor even asked me if i was a medical staff..😂😂😂

I get 2 days medical leave..the cost was rm55..o my money

Thats all..

Bye