Assalamualaikum..
Hai again..
On 28th of june i was informed by the hr of the company that i'm being transferred to J1 (kuala berang). I was extremely shocked by the information. Because, i think i'm doing just fine at L7 (marang). I asked my incharge through whatsapp, it was in the early afternoon. But she didn't reply. I cant concentrate doing my job at the moment. I have mixed feeling. I feel angry. Why me off all people under her? I keep thinking..now it's harder for me to go back home since the bus trips to kuala berang are not as much as to marang. And...i'm not going to see my crush anymore 😂😂😂..
So, back to the story, at 7pm, my incharge suddenly appear at the branch (marang). She put her belongings at the counter. I was rearranging kurta near the front door at that time. She came near me, and i walked to her. I need explanation!
I ask her straightforward. "Why am i being transferred to j1?". I got various answer from her. Firstly..
1) the assistant from j5 (pasir puteh) is from kuala berang, the other assistant who is currently working at j1 also from kuala berang, so it is not fair.
2) the assistant who was previously working with me in marang is from kuala ibai, she's also new to marang. She previously working at j5 (pasir puteh). She came to marang mac 2018. So she's new. There's a lot to learn at the branch. Besides, my incharge said, she can barely see her contribution to the branch.
3) she said, she originally planned to send me to z1 (chabang 3, kuala terengganu), but the sales there is too low, i will have nothing to do.
4) she said, my performance is good, she want me to try saving j1, because j1 good management is a disaster. The sale keep going down.
She said, i'm not going to be here forever. She will see this branch performance after two months, if everything is fine, she will send me somewhere else. Wth.
And today is my 5th day in kuala berang, i've seen the store of this new branch, like i said before, it's a disaster. I need more time to rearrange things in it. Everything!!!!
But, it's fine. I'm sure i can do it.
The first day i was here, one of the staff from previous branch, messaged me. Asking me to go back to marang. Well, i dont trust her, from the beginning. She use to badmouth me to the supervisor that i talked to other staff, but not her. She don't know, we are bestpartner ever! So the supervisor reported it to me. Starting from that, i never believe her..ever! But, as a human, i keep replying to her messages. Lots of negative messages about the other staffs and the assistant. On the next day, the assistant messaged me saying..
She: kalu oyak kan, kato nyapa pulok.
Me: apo dio
She: 😏 (the emoji she gave me)
Me: ado gapo ni sebenarnya? Bengong nga gini doh aku ni.
She: sorry ore salah
Me: ok
Few minutes later, she send email to my branch (kuala berang). It was regarding some work i did at her branch (marang). I cant see anything wrong with it. So i whatsapp her.
Me: bakpo hantar emel tu? Ado masalah gapo2 ko?
She: saloh send.
She: salah ata
Me: ok
It was really weird. I feel like they are talking bad about me. Well i'm not telling you that a good assistant supervisor. But i did try my best when i'm working. I need to correct any mistakes done by the staffs. But, i'm extremely sure, not all people can accept my way. But it was all work. I have nothing about personal matters at all.
I keep ignoring the rude answer i get from the one and only problematic staff there. I ask nicely. I even control my tone to make sure my word didn't hurt her. But it is useless. She keep giving me rude answer yet again. I ask her twice about this matter, "do you have any problem with me? Why do you keep answering me that way?" But, also twice the time she answer, "no, i have no problem with you". Then she become normal for a few days. Dyas later, the rude version of her, come back. I got fed up. No more. I'll just give you cold reply too then. No biggie.
I have no problem being a cold person, since i was once a cold person too. Its just that, these few years, i realize, i need to make change, so i change myself, i'm becoming more positive than before.
And the best thing about me is, "i love ignoring my own feeling" .. i know i'm hurt, but i ignore it. I know i'm tired, so i sleep, i know i'm craving for sweets, so i buy it. Ermmmm..guess i dont really ignore it then..
Emmkay..till next time, bye!
