English vs malay

Me as an assistant supervisor

I cant sleep.

Hidung tersumbat, deria rasa kurang, tak jadi mak minum air horlick. Bukak peti sejuk nampak ubat batuk aku bulan lepas punya, telan la 2 sudu. Ubat batuk ni cepat buat oramg mengantuk ni. Jap agi mengantuk la kot.

So i want to share with you(whoever the heaven are you) my daily routines as an assistant supervisor.

Now i'm working at a supermarket. This is my fifth branch. Kepala batas→kuala besut→jerteh→jelawat(bachok)→machang.

Each branch is different. From the way the staff works, the way the supervisor do their jobs, the way the monitor want us to complete our duties. All are different.

Staffs akan kerja, assistant dan supervisor akan nilai prestasi. Berdasarkan prestasi jugak, gaji staff akan diteliti. The better they do their jobs, the higher the chance to get an increment. All depends on the work performance.

And we as the assistants and the supervisors will be evaluated by the monitor. And the person higher than the monitor is addressed by area manager which also act as monitor.

So,
1 branch=should have (1asst,1sv), depends on how big the branch, how much the daily sales
1 monitor=take care of 4 to 5 branches
1 area manager= take care if region(pantai timor@utara), also act as monitor who have 4 to 5 branches.

For example, at my current place, we're open at 9a.m. As an assistant@supervisor, we should be there earlier than others. About 15minutes before 9a.m. If we punchcard at 8.45a.m, the cashiers should punchcard at 8.50a.m. (they need to prepare to open the counters.) other staffs need to punchcard before 8.53am. If later than that, the performance evaluation will drops, and we don't want that to happen.

As soon as we're open, the staffs start cleaning their own department. As an assistant, i need to scan the details of yesterday's sales information to the headquarter's person in charge. Then, i need to count the cash we got from yesterday and transfer it to the boss's account.

Kami dapat info dari person in charge(PIC) from hq melalui skype. Apa2 info, contohnya senarai barang turun harga, senarai barang naik harga, senarai barang promosi and we need to take action. Kalau barang naik@turun harga, we as assistant who receive the order should ask for any department involve to find the items and put it in the store. Kena tunggu hq hantar sticker baru(dengan harga baru, tampal, di recheck by the monitor) then baru boleh masuk kedai balik.

Then, tiba masa barang sampai, we need to make sure the items are in good condition. Means, bilangan dia cukup(lebih@kurang) tiada yang rosak(kalau rosak,kena reject) n ada prosedur masing2 untuk setiap masalah yang timbul.

Kalau di cawangan itu ada 2 PIC, sorang akan bertindak untuk handle barang, dari mula barang sampai, hingga barang tu siap masuk kedai. Sorang lagi akan buat kerja2 admin, seperti hantar maklumat kepada hq, handle staff di department n lain2.

Berkenaan stok, its a bit complicated. Sometimes i make mistakes. Terlepas pandang barang yang sepatutnya ditambah dalam kedai.

Honestly, i made a lot of mistakes doing this job. But, well, everyone makes mistakes. The problem is, i'm really careless handling sensitive matters.

Sometimes i wonder, am i fit to this job? Is being an assistant supervisor my destined future? Even me myself is not sure if i'm happy doing this.

I keep thinking, if i resign, what should i do? It's not easy to get a job these day. No, saya bukan tidak bersyukur. Setiap hari aku bersyukur kerana diberi peluang merasai pengalaman sebagai assistant supervisor. But my mind my heart keep making me doubt if i'm doing the right thing.

The thing is, i cant control my attitude. I'm not a rules follower. I cant tolerate ketidakadilan. I cant be more mature, i walk weirdly in front of staff. I dont even meant to do that. But i guess, they may think i'm not serious. I'm not fit to this job.

Well, is this life was meant to be ruled by those weirds comments??

I enjoy being weird. I love to walk weirdly alone. Or in front of people i'm comfortable with. I love to say stupid things. I love to ask srrange question, stupid question, unreal question. And i have some hearing problem. I'm so used to hear loud voices.

And now i dont know where is my story heading to. This i why i think i'm weird. Try be in my mind, its quite disastrous in there. I think of a lot of stupid things. I wish for complicated things.

And goodnight all. I'm sleepy.

Have a safe flight.

Welcome home. Friend.

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I dream about him again. If before this he always appear with no emotion, this time he is actually waiting and smile brightly for me. As usual, i check his facebook..he really just post something. I wish my dream of him come true

Wiiiiyyyy!!!!